"Why does it haunt me so?
Even talks with God intrude."

-My mind

And they called her "SELFISH"
For suddenly...!
Refusing ,
Not to live

It's an upside down world I live in now
Nothing is quite right

I wonder if he feels it too?
A sort of weak magneticism
Like a conversation you want to lean into
An unexplained "knowing" sometimes
The pull is not as strong as before
It's a stretched out bungee cord now
Way less tension
But it takes a lot to cut through steel
And that's how I know I will never forget him.

I have a friend who would meet me at
At our Italian Restaurant
Anytime
Who could even ask for more than that ?

The obsession finally ended
After the reality really set in
It became too hard to keep looking
Even the moon can burn the eyes
If you stare too long

Why do most men find the sorest spots on others to poke?
Same reason small children pick scabs I suppose.