i loved you once upon a time

but you said you would be there for me

but where are you know?

by the time the rain came
you had left.
and you left me flooded and waterlogged

going

going

gone.

What a strange constellation she makes,
sweet stellar body
that I view from
a safe distance
cause she would
burn me like the sun,
scorching me
with her radiant beauty,
as I study her astronomy
the anatomy
of cosmic glory.

adrenaline in my veins
fear in my eyes
pain in my heart
lumps in my throat

tears on my cheek
heat in my cheeks
knots in my stomach
locks in my knees

"I hope to arrive at my death, late, in love, and a little drunk"