I hope this love doesn't fade

so we can learn to understand what people fear to do

love beyond ourselves

love beyond what we know about feelings

love with no expiration date

love like death won't seperate our minds

love
like
never
before



it's better to not hope at all... just saying

My days are easy

Challenges are faced, the hard part was getting over the time to spend on my passions

Everything takes time, and every passing moment I'm a little older than I was

          just

                               now
"**** this world"
is what I feel like sometimes

but helping is nice too

a person like me, with no power.... just doesn't find it within himself to litter anymore

I was too lazy to spit my gum out

but I walked 15 feet to make myself a coffee

I didn't notice the trash can, sadly....

I walked back to my seat... (eager!) to drink my little coffee with 2 creamers... I usually drink it straight black

I was thinking about my pride and I envisioned it to be the gum in my mouth

So I swallowed it

gulp

I noticed the trash can afterwards

The coffee is good

one day

when it all goes to ****

just remember....

what you were, and why you became this way

just remember....

you'll never be the same, even if you feel like it

there's a lot of women here

with lives of their own

with nothing to share

and less shame to show

attention doesn't bring me satisfaction anymore

I want to think until my thoughts pour down from my ears

(everything has a price, so save your money)

at the car shop

football is playing on a flat screen

the rays of sun keep hitting my face through the window

others don't seem to care

I overheard someone call me gay, I hear a lot of that these days

I think it's the shorts

Comfort over judgement, for sure

Plus I think I look cute, in a "straight" way

what's wrong with that?

to think you know someone

until you have them in your bed all figured out

I look into her eyes
(I hope they never lied)

and

see
right
through
her

with nothing to think

and less to say

about how I feel about

(her importance)