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 Dec 2013 Dark Smile
Lizzy
I close my door
Reach for my blade
And begin the routine motions
That now feel meaningless
Like my black and white past

I still look for silly reasons
Any excuse
To justify my actions

Just to get a quick feeling
Of anything at all
Even if that means it will hurt
Because if I'm numb for much longer
I might just...
 Dec 2013 Dark Smile
Maeve
Why
 Dec 2013 Dark Smile
Maeve
Why
Why is it that when an evil man performs a good deed, he is not considered good
But when a good man indulges in evil temptation, he is now considered evil himself?
Why is it that when a child acts like an adult, he is not treated as one
But when an adult acts like a child,
he is now talked about as one?
Why is it that when an atheist hopes his beliefs are wrong; that there is a god, he is not considered religious
But when a religious man questions his beliefs, everything he says is blasphemous?
Why is it that when a ***** denies *** once, her title isn't removed
But when a ****** has *** with only one man, she is now forever known as a *****?
Why is it that when she fights for him, she's crazy and desperate
But when he fights for her, it's romantic and mature?
And why is it
That we must put everything into categories
Why can't I be me
And you be you
And that's all.
The world would be so much simpler
If we weren't organized
Thought of this earlier today and yeah
 Dec 2013 Dark Smile
Kagami
I have a blog now for people with anything on their mind. If you are one of those who do not know who to go to or what to do, message me here or visit my blog and leave a comment in my story post. Let someone know what is going on and possibly find others as well.

http://i-am-okay-now.blogspot.com/

It was just made a few days ago, so I am the only one that has done anything so far, but if word is spread, I will do my best to help in any way I can.
 Dec 2013 Dark Smile
Sir B
I have this feeling again
in myself that
"If I do finish myself,
A lot of people can be happier,
they can get through their day
better and wont have to deal with
my sadness."

Just this feeling tells me that
everyone i know of..
..is frustrated with me
and they want to lash out
but they know what could happen
so they are keeping their emotions stuck
inside as well

I also know about the amount
of bull crap and swearing
that I get for not listening to someone

and also the amount of respect
that I had

Wait.. Did I have any in the first place?

If i did...
..it doesn't vanish in a day now
does it?

People want me segregated
to be with the person of their choice
or for the person to be with them
and, I am told to move myself
because of inadequate space.

Since when did I become so bad.
That. I have no value.
WHEN!!!??!?!?

*Note: This poem was written a while back, I am currently out of depression.
Just my depressed emotion. In math class, there are groups. I was at a seat and then the "intelligent" kid walks in. The table I am sitting at, kicks me out to make room for him. After he refuses their offer. I am told to get myself back to my seat. Like what now? Am I that low?? That you dont have trust in me? You think I am not as good as him? Just, depresses me. I already am depressed. I cant cope with the feeling of being a 'cheap' replacement for an "intelligent kid"
Well this is new
Now I leave bruises too?
On my legs, soon forming
I'll see them in the early morning

Right besides my deep new lines
Made with every fake "I'm fine"
The scars are proof that I'm alive
Oh look, there's another five

Why do I start to lash out and hit
At my own body and have a fit
When did this new self destruction start
When did my body decide to take part

I hit myself when I'm stressed
With the bottom of my palm I regress
I cave back into my shell
My life, each day, a living Hell

Why I hit myself, I don't know
I'm waiting for a sign to show
Why I leave bruises blindly
Daily and nightly
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