Dark Smile

Dark Smile Mar 2014

I will patch up the cracks within.
I'll hold you close.
I won't let your warmth slip through my fingers.
Trust me!
I'm not one to talk.
We've both made mistakes but I've learned.
I've learned not to take you for granted.
I'm never going to let you go.
Can't you see that I need you?
Love me.
Love me again.
Give me another chance.
I was once a fool,
not anymore.
Please.
*please

Wrote this about a story I read.

Dark Smile Mar 2014

I want to...

I want to sail across the seven seas.
I want to climb a mountain.
I want to fly a plane.
I want to study law.
I want to travel to every country in the world.
I want to help suicidal and depressed people.
I want to have many friends, from different countries.
I want to close my eyes and scream.
I want to write a book.
I want to write more poems.
I want to be better than I can ever be.endless
I want to love myself.
I want to be loved.
Heck, I want to get married!
Most of all,
I want to live life in such a way that when I go,
I'll welcome the abyss of darkness and the endless oblivion that awaits me.

Dark Smile Feb 2014

(im)Perfection

I failed a test for the first time in my life.
I failed.
Does the results of one test make me a failure?
I mean, people have failed many times before!
Then why,
does this failure affect me so much?
I try so hard to be perfect.
Not a toe out of line.
Balancing my studies and passion for acting.
I've been able to do it for the past three years!
Why am I crumbling now?
Did perfection leave cracks on the inside that could not be seen?
Was perfection something I used to covered up the imperfections?
I can see them all.
The blemishes,
The flaws.
Makes my skin itch.
It's not perfect.
It's not in order!
It's not the way it should be!
I'm not the way I should be

Dark Smile Feb 2014

Emptiness

Rainbows    Sunshine    Ponies
Dark    Cold    Demons

Rainbows  Sunshine  Ponies
Dark  Cold  Demons

RainbowsSunshinePonies
DarkColdDemons

Heaven
and
Hell.
Closing in on me.
DARKCOLDDEMONS

**Emptiness; A collision of opposites

Dark Cold Demons

Dark Smile Feb 2014

What do you see?

What do you see as you stare into my lifeless eyes?
What do you think about when you gaze into them?
Can you still love this soulless girl?

Dark Smile Feb 2014

Forgetting You

I'm trying forget you.
It's not as easy as it seems.
Your face,
embedded in my mind.
The memories we share.
I don't know what went wrong.
I don't know anything.
I do know one thing.
If you ever apologise,
I'll run back into your arms like the fool I am.
I'll run back only to get hurt again.
I'll run back.

Dark Smile Feb 2014

***** you!

You think I was acting depressed?
You think I was looking for attention?
Who the **** do you think you are to make such assumptions?
You say you know if a person is depressed or not.
Who the hell are you,
a shrink?
Well, I don't ******* think so.
***** you and your ******* assumptions because I'm done.
You don't exist to me anymore.

So ****** with this *****. So done with her ****. This was the last ******* straw.