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Damaged Jan 2014
She's tired of people asking her how she's doing and if she's okay.
Because she doesn't even know what okay is anymore.
And it gets harder to fake it every passing day.


*But at the same time I want someone to notice that I'm not fine.
That I'm getting closer and closer to crossing that line.
Damaged Jan 2014
Cute boy moves in next door.
Girl falls for boy, nothing you've never heard before.
The cute boy that moved in up the road
He's really quite cute and and cares about her, it shows.
The boy and girl, they start to hang out.
Girl falls for boy without a doubt.
Now what happens next some of you may ask?
Well the boy and girl grow closer as time goes past.
Staying up late.
Sneaking out.
Empty bottles.
Pipes all around.
One thing leads to another,
Three beers turns to four.
But neither of you pass out,
Just wait there's more.
The couch is too small so they move to the bed.
His candy sweet words fill the girls head.
The hours pass by.
Two fades to three.
The sun starts to rise as their eyes meet.
A final kiss before they close their eyes.
A girl and the boy next door,
Sleeping peacefully side by side.
Damaged Jan 2014
It's the same reoccurring dream over and over again.
The same images playing over in my head.
I can't close my eyes, the images immediately appear.
I'm sleep deprived, always facing the same nightmare.
Waking up screaming gasping for air.
Begging God please don't take him, it's not fair.
Damaged Jan 2014
What a wonderful way to settle the day and head into night.
Your best friend, hot tea, and a pipe
Damaged Jan 2014
Daddy no.
Daddy please don't go.
I still need you
Even more than you know.
Who's going to be there to walk me down the isle?
Who's going to pull out the shotgun when a boy takes away my smile.
Who's going to fix the leaks in the roof?
Or **** the spiders that lurk in my room?
Who's going to check the closet for monsters or fight off the ones under my bed?
Who's going to calm the fears that run through my head?
Who's going to teach my kids someday how to catch the biggest fish?
Or how to turn last nights leftovers into a fresh new dish?
Daddy no
Please don't go
Can't you see I still need you,
More than you know.
Damaged Jan 2014
No matter what you do.
   No matter how hard you try.
      There's always that one person.
        The one pushing you down.
*I just wish I knew why
Damaged Jan 2014
And my bestfriend doesn't even see that I'm
Crying
Screaming
Pleading
*Someone please save me
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