One thing I know
Very few
Will get to be a mother again
In heaven
I will be  lucky enough
to experience it twice
Once on earth
Second in the skies

no matter how lonley it gets,
don't throw yourself at them like if they were heaven.

I am not here I've lost my mind.
Somewhere in the realms of time.
With vacant eyes and empty soul,
I survive on bread alone.
Drowning in my calls for help
Choking on a stuttered yelp
I reach my hand out to be saved.
Praying my faith won't be in vain.

My mind is lost in the sea of information,
Thought I could swim, thought I wouldn't fall-in,
but I still kept pacing.
Blame me because I let fear in,

THEN I ERASED IT.

Fear serves no purpose, unless you strive to control a nation.
I'm just sayin.