hold my hand
so your thumb
can tap that beat
on my wrist
the one my heart
decided to keep

I’m crashing
And yet
I keep trying to be this
Thing
A positive receptacle
Though
I find myself
Depleted
Of the
Moxie that is
Me

That day
You commented on me staring out at the snowflakes
There's so many things I can't forget
I hate you
I wish I could feel something for someone
Again
I want so bad
To say that you broke me
But you didn't break anything