Do I drive people away?
Or
Were they never beside me?

There's no one in the whole world;
Who's scared of me more than myself.

There's no one in the whole world;
Who's ashamed of me more than myself.

There's no one in the whole world;
Who hates me more than myself.

However,

There's no one in the whole world;
Who understands me more than myself,

There's no one in the whole world;
Who's proud of me more than myself.

There's no one in the whole world;
Who loves me more than myself.

With a million reason to hate yourself;
There’s another million reason to love yourself.

I brushed my teeth naked today, cleaning the wounds inside and out.

You are all encompassing, my peace

Do I have bad thoughts, or do the bad thoughts have me?

when your screams were loud enough to shake my happiness off the walls,
when your fist raised more than the hairs on my neck,
when your eyes became empty as the walls that you shook, when your hands were so rough I wondered if they had ever held me at all,
when my room was involuted, when my soul shrunk back in on itself, I moved on

You say "Its like I dont know you anymore"
but you never knew me in the first place
I never open up the door
to let you see my other face

I love the way he looked at me today.
I could tell he was happy to see me.