this is me,
leaving you.
not because
i do not love you,
but because
i love myself,
too.

**** me with your love
Suffocate my soul with the flowers of beauty
Listen to my heart beat faster knowing I'm closer to dying
Listen to my song of heart
Just let our love tear me apart
Listen to the words I'm saying
Don't you know what I am playing?
I used to love you now I don't
Why do you think every I love you tears me apart?
I just can't stand it
It's killing me
Your love is too much to bear and mine has long left me
Just let your love **** me
It will be the end of me anyway

I bleed red, just like you.
But I bleed more than you do.

I cry tears, just like you.
But I cry more than you do.

I think, just like you.
But I over think more than you do.

I laugh, just like you.
But I may not as much as you do.

I smile, just like you do.
But not as much as you do.

We walked home from church
At one in the morning,
Basking in the glory
That was love and
Being in love.

There are many gifts wrapped
underneath my tree this year.
Many of them, are either for me,
Or from me.
But this Christmas, and every other Christmas,
Is more than just gifts and tress
Stockings and lights.
It's more than just Christmas lists
And Christmas dinner.

It's family and joy,
Hugs and kisses,
Love and kindness,
It's the birth of a savior,
The  light of the world.

Merry Christmas!!
I hope it's a good one!

When I look at you and realize
somewhere in the clockwork of my heart
I still lose a second for you.