A long day of shadows--
Never glisten the meadows---
We have chosen the wrong--
Day by day,
We have almost forgotten
that divine song,
Losing the spiritual light of the god---
Moving ourselves in a darkness broad----

I see the sky has grown red crucified--
The spiritual light is being satisfied---
The Satan is being terrified--  
Mother Mary becomes merriment---
That her holy son again removes the darken---
We are wondering again to be unified-
The earth is growing with magnified---

Flowers aroma blowing amour of love
The children singing the reception's song,
Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas!!

Angels play divine melody--
Truths coming too merrily--
We are waiting for the light of the prophet (Jesus)
in the darkness of the horizon---

Sometimes life runs in slow motion
No matter how much you try
You are unable to walk out of the situation
A feeling, when time runs without you
Taking the world around you much ahead
And you are left behind, in a time wrap
Your limbs become tired, trying to swim
Inside the tide, which, has drowned you
In the deluge of memories
Neither can you swim back to the shores
Nor, leave behind the present situation
Keep paddling through the turbulence
Incapacitated heart beating feebly
Lungs filled with despair, gasping for breath
It won’t be long, you drown
If you don’t find a way to release yourself
From the chains of failing memories
Life will slow down further
Before you realize
You are heading for the bottomless pit

Dreams cast shadows inside me
In the night the clockwork
fights against me

Again with this disaster

There is a magic in the wind
that carries me to you

Wisdom gained by the light of the moon
with a teardrop on the window

Out of the arcane
in a mist the of the day
brings a fury of angels
to unearth the dark.

A whole sea of possibilities lies in front of me
But all I see is the vast darkness inside me
Encouraging smiles await my decisions
But I've already given up on all my visions
They say the future is bright
But I see mine in a dull light
All around I see happiness and love
And that is what I am deprived of
I hope one day I will enjoy waking
But for now my soul will continue aching

white posts with red eyes
flash by with driven monotony
the trees a green-grey blur
in the early morning mist.

the beat of the wipers
poens the door to
memories...
as we climb into the moutains....

spiralling sprinklers,
and hiding before tea....
a bedroom of purple,
bbqs for dinner....
lavender patches,
the home of master jack,
the old black cat....

silver hair like a curtain
to her waist...
a silver brush, always,
one hundred strokes.

the smell of tonic and gin,
russian toffees melting
on my tongue...
jam jars awaiting filling...
and
a caress,
with bony fingers,
on a young  girls cheek.
a smile gentle and knowing.
a wave by the honeysuckle
gate...

I am getting soaked with your sadness,
While your tears fall on me sky..
Do you have a voice rain..?
Speak to me,
Say the words you longed to say
And let me hear that pain.

Often when I laugh
at something funny
either on TV
or book

or conversation,
I pause and feel
guilty that
after your death,

my dear one,
my son,
that humour
could still rear

its head
and cause
my laughter,
as if my laughing

was a kind
of betrayal
of my grief
or a hint

of forgetting you
or a watering down
of the pain I feel.
But it is not,

no less pain is there,
the grief still bites
as strong,
its teeth still sharp

as shark's jaws,
and as for
forgetting you,
my son,

more chance
of forgetting
self or my
own image wiped

from memory's hold.
Laughter's medicine
cannot dull
grief's ache or pain

or bring you
back again,
but it permits
a moment or

two or so
for me to close
my eyes or mind
and let it flow

in a calmer sea,
when there was you
alive and well
and happier me.

Could it be...
We've met before...?
Somewhere it must be..
Maybe in our dreams my brightest star,
Maybe in our dreams..

I keep you in my pocket - star,
There you stay to protect me,
When I feel lonely I take you out,
And your brightness unlocks the universe,
And all other stars within..

But you are, my dear,
The one in all dazzling,
Your eyes shine like no other star,
Youre the only one I see,

And to you,
I speak freely oh star,
I wish,
I may,
I wish I may with all my might,
To see your smile so clear,
And our souls connect - to no longer be two...

But,
Your so far away,
If only I could ride a comet,
And reach you my star,
But still I find you far,

So all I can do..
Is send you my thoughts of love..
For there can be no other way..
And save my love for you alone..
For you alone my brightest star..

It must have been,
Weve met before,
Somewhere it must be..
Maybe in our dreams my brightest star..
Maybe in our dreams...

my mom told me i look homeless

i told her i was