Your scent circles me
Draining my sanity
Drawing me in with a sirens song
But these urges could never be more wrong

If I were to take one nip
Of your luscious soul
Within but a click
I'd engulf you whole

I hate you, no
That is a lie
I hate that you don't know
You're going to taunt me until the day I die

You're within but a fingers reach
Hidden inside forbidden
The fruit of pure sweet, forever untouched

i'm a sunset
i have my days where i am not the brightest
i have my days where i never want to stop
i have my days where i am pale and calm
i have my days where i am bright pink and booming
   the days i beg to be seen
i am not always the most beautiful
i am not always noticed
sometimes i am shadowed by dark clouds hanging over my head
sometimes i am unobstructed and full of majesty
i am not always the best, you will not always like me
i am a sunset
i am temporary
i disappear and am born again

No one is there
To know my real feelings
Everybody is there
To misread my words and feelings

I'm tired of crying
Inside
But not  tired of  acting
Outside

Want nothing
And  nobody
If my affection
Becomes nothing
And to nobody
My life would
start smiling

But I never think about changing
As I'm the product of God's thinking
And I'm glad to have Him as my everything

When I go to the end of the Earth
Iron your shirts till my fingers drop off.
Stand cooking until my feet beg me to sit.
Nurse you when you are dying with a cough.
Plan meals, clean like I've never cleaned before.
Bake apple pies and a heart warming stew
I have said it once and I will say it once more
I do these things because I love you.

Living life for others, is the greatest purpose other then loving God.
For to love others as Christ love you is the 2nd greatest thing that you can do.
So when you leave home, pray for you to be use to love everyone.
That you come into contact with whether it is through an encouraging word.
Or through buying them lunch, so that Christ may use you to feed them.
Not only through earthly food but spiritual food that you speak to them.
For this is a great way to love others by being used to draw them into the kingdom.
For loving others into the Great Kingdom of God is very Awesome.

Spring breezes on a lazy day
Blows dreams across the air
Waiting for tomorrow
Hoping wishes do come true

**~Marian~

When you are depressed
Try making others happy
Your gloom shall vanish

When we start to learn to give away things.
We first of all need to do it in the Spirit.
For sometimes when we give something away.
While giving things away is good for most part.
Still there are times when we do it for the wrong reason.
Or we do it without using Gods wisdom and regret it later.
Example is do not give something away expecting something else.
Because Christ is God not a genie here to grant our wish.
Sometimes the thing that you desire to give away is for one person.
So be sure that you are giving it for the right reason and to the right person.

Rather than find fault
Try making someone happy
Watch their face light up

Sometimes, the storm lies within the mind or the heart.
Sometime the war is not on a physical but an emotional level.
Sometime life appears to be darker then it really is here.
Sometimes Hope exist, even when you don't see it here.
But no matter how hopeless or how dark life might appear.
Remember, sometimes we need to allow the waters to cleanse us.
By instead of waiting, we need to jump into the deep end.
Sometimes we need to grab ahold of the Hope which is our God.
Hanging onto him for dear life no matter how tough it might be.

He was ready when they came to take him
stepped out to the day as in a dream
and with a face unmourningly serene
entered the waiting palanquin!

How quickly passed his seventy years
he felt having spent not a year even
now on a ride on the bearers’ shoulders
his lips moved in prayer to heaven!

His heart was not weighed with grief
but a resignation deep and tranquil
there comes a day one has to leave
preordained by kind God’s will!

That way he had wanted it to be
when death came to knock on the door
would hear him say I am ready
won’t keep you waiting a moment more.

Through the hush when rang last bell
and to the wind his breath was free
echoed through the mourners’ wail
the untamed refrain *I am ready.

"I pray to you, and my words reaches
your ears.
I talk of my ups, and downs,
feeling that you are always so near.
I'm never frightened, nor even at an un-ease,
you've given me strength through the years,
You have brought me to my knees.
"My Silence In A Prayer" is only for you to hear,
bearing with me always when i have something to share.
Your plan for me may come quickly,
I know you may never make it not come at all.
It will be of Glory.
My Faith will never fall.
Now it is dark, and silent while you are near.
The day will come for me to meet you,
and then, the "Silence In A Prayer"
will become that of a cheer"....