No matter what Lovecraft wrote on his ******* post calling people trolls I most certainly do NOT support the bully f!cking Thee Artiste. And also I like saying the word fajitas.that was very random. Im upset. Fajitas

I'm sorry, I know this sounds weak, but I don't think it makes me less as a person to swallow my pride and admit that Lovecraft hurt my feelings with his poem where he attacks beautiful poets on this site such as WickedHope who is magnificent in every way. He added me to the list as well. It won't pretend it didn't upset me... I mean he called me a troll. But I've heard so much worse. What really hurt was how he insulted WickedHope who is an inspiration as a poet and a person to me. Please no one like that poem it only encourages bullying like that. I can't see the poem anymore because he blocked me but please, in the name of kindness, don't Like his poem. I just really don't want something like that to trend.

You are really lucky my best friends don't know where you live.

Being so aggravated that you dig your nails into your palm until it bleeds

You are my birth father and you treated it like some ******* check box on a sheet
like it was a ******* option for you
but not for my mother.
Where were you on those nights
where I was having a panic attack
and my mom called her 9 year old to the hospital?
Or when the 7 year old fell and scraped his gums off?
When you said you loved us,
why did you disappear without a trace
like the fact you loved us
made you so scared
you had to ******* hide.
You're the reason why
my mother deals with being beat all the time
and lies to the police about her bruises.
You tossed her like a grenade
and ducked from the explosion.

I ******* hate you

You asked me to prove to you that I love you, so I did
I moved heaven and earth just to be with you
stood by your side through better and worse
Made up silly stories why I just happened to be around
When the truth was I just wanted to see your beautiful smile
I was your shoulder to cry on when you needed one
There to pick you up when everyone else turned their backs
Didn't care how much scrutinizing I would receive
I did all that just to get you back
Now I finally have you and I should be happy
BUT I'M NOT!
My heart doesn't beat the way it did before
it doesn't spell out your name in every thump like it use to
Now it just sits there starring at you wondering are you here
Why are you here?!?!
YOU SCREAMED HER NAME IN YOUR SLUMBER
NOW YOU ASK WHY IS SHE HERE
What kind of game are you playing
Answer me!
Please,heart answer the question
I beg of you...answer me
**Do I love her or do I not?