Would that it would end
And leave me in silence here,
Tranquil and alone.

Tread not on empty ground,
For the skies may stretch across
And the grass may abound upon the earth,
But you'll not thrive in the desert lost.

If I annoy you,
Then let my words be few.

"Are windows open?"
Said he, "I'm cold."
"Only the windows,"
Said I, "of your soul."

Nobody knows me
I am a stranger to all
Especially me.

Why is the sky blue
When the earth is brown and grey
And black and so dark?

Reach for the blue sky;
Even when you think it's clear,
You'll run into couds.

every day is a constant battle but im always looking for just one reason to get out of bed in the morning

i dont usually find it

there is two much and still not enough and i cant say im isolated but its almost worse being alone in a room full of your friends and family knowing they couldnt give less of a **** about you and whether or not youre about to crack

i cant take the lackofvoices in my head anymore

three days of the week i cry myself to sleep and the rest im silently screaming until i have no oxygen left and i pass out choking on the words i wanted so desperately to reach anyone whos willing to listen

im always disappointed when i wake back up

there is no longer any reason four me to brush my hair or put on make up or eat or sleep or starve or be anything but the worthless shell of a human that i am and i dont deserve the well meaning but empty condolences of the few who care and have stayed through all my **** thank you guys but its a waste of time i'm drowning and i dont want any of you jumping in the lake to save me youll just drown too because  its not water its quicksand

i dont think i could take it if i was the reason our skeletons rested together under the soil i meant only for myself

i hate everyone and everything five times more than they hate me and if thats not enough then i hate myself as well and i guess that means that the whole world could burn and id just laugh because the fire tickles compared to what i do to myself

there is no reason to punish me because i doubt you could do anything to make me flinch

six hours of the day i spend losing myself in poetry and books and music but that is my only escape i wish i was someone who could drown themselves in ***** or drugs but getting drunk only makes me sick and i still have too much **** pride to go out and knock back more pills or smoke things that will make my head float

so much and so little to do  with so much and so little time

there are seven cuts on each of my arms one for each day of the week that i think about killing myself and i swear i didnt do that on purpose it just happened that way and i wonder if thats what my entire life is made up of only those words 'it just happened that way' so now there are fourteen more cuts to add to the countless scars and im so ******* sorry i cant stop but i dont think you people know what it feels like for bleeding to feel better than not

would you believe me if i told you this was one of my good days?

****** suicide bomber
who´s your enemy
you´re just another number
noone knows your name

Paradise shut down
and the world is still the same
once you had a dream of a future
don´t you remember

The firstborn never meets the expectations
with a smile of stone on your face
you pull the trigger with a prayer
and blow it all the hell

boom, boom

I need to get away from here
I need to find my family
waiting for me outside
I'm just another number
on your killing field

with your mouth full of chocolate
and the taste of your broken dreams
try to catch one of them at least
now rest in peace
once you had a dream of a ballerina
you were the dancing queen
but noone remembers your name

noone remembers your name

I come at night
when you don't expect me
nowhere to hide
you'll never gonna catch me
eleven minutes past midnight
your world's on fire
you need to wake up
to remember me
you cannot make me disappear

I'm on your blind side
you're not alone
I **** your mind
I'm out of control
you need to swallow that pill
your only chance to win
I don't need your money
reality's for free
you cannot make me disappear

I make you crawl
I'm your misery
I pull you down
to your memory
and it's gonna hurt
when we dig it all out
*you cannot make me disappear

come across my color field
straight into my picture
come in without fear
come in and lose your doubts
come in to play the lead
I wanna see you cry
come in without rules
come in and play the game
let me guess your name

Come in as a stranger
forget your name
come in as you are
don't turn away

run through ruins and killing fields
unwanted
suspicious
a refugee
come through your darkest hour
walk across my screen
shine like a star
when we turn off the lights
come without defense
let's play a little danger
lose your confession
we'll break your wings
save us!
save us now!

Come in as a stranger
forget your name
come in as you are
and try to stay
come in as a stranger
don't turn away