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Here I am again..  This place is always ending.. I never really get to meet or talk to anyone here..  The moon has left for another.. This planet is leaving also..  There is no sound only music.  This chaos use to scare me to no end when I was a kid..  But now I see a beauty in the end itself..  I suppose this dream is trying to tell me something..  That it is alright for things to end..  Many of the people here are not crying or screaming in fear.. They are leaving in some form of rapture my mind conjured up.. Some smile while they leave and others have no emotion in their eyes.. They seem to know that it is time to leave..  Im still afraid to leave with them.. But I find myself wanting the chaos to take me..  I awaken................

For much too long I have buried my head
Buried my head without a word being said
For much too long I have buried my head in the sand

For much too long I have shrugged it all off
Shrugged it all off without counting the cost
For much too long I have shrugged off the needs of the lost

For much too long I have kept my mouth shut
Kept my mouth shut when I should have opened it up
For much too long I have kept my mouth shut on God's love

For much too long will be eternity
Eternity without being set free
For much too long will be eternity for all humanity

For much too long can I have that on my head
That on my head that the truth wasn't said
For much too long can I have that on my head
with both the living and dead

For much too long...

Colors are not the same here.  This I have noticed..  Its as if something is killing them all together as all the colors slowly fade..  The stars are also very sad here in this place.. They burn ever so, with a sorrow of no tomorrow..  The sun now shines very hot rather than it lighting up a beautiful day for me to play in..  The air is just air.. It no longer carries with it the magic and wonder I once had for it..  To know the sun never goes to sleep in the woods somewhere has made me see it as just a sun.. The moon now has it stages.. The fingernail in the sky is called a cresent moon..  The night is just the night.. And the early morning is for sleeping..  This world has not changed at all.. But I have.. You see I have become an adult..  And knowing these small things has taken the magic away...........................................................

God, are you there?

Can you hear my call?

God, do you care?

Do you care at all?


I know You said You'd always be

The guiding light in front of me

But lately, I've been flying blind

Too scared to even look behind


God, do you see me here?

Can you feel my need?

God, are you ever near?

You're never close, it seems.


God, I know you said you'd be

Always here right next to me

But I am human, this I know

My infant faith, it just slowly grows.


God, if you're there

Can you keep me safe?

And God, if you care

Can you ease my daily pain?

When you're walking down the loneliest road
And bad weather is before you
Don't forget that even in the hard times
Your Creator walks right beside you.

The closer I became
The further I fell away
And the harder I began to fall  
The further I was from it all.

So I came back to the sea
It's always had a hold on me
You drew me closer to You
As the tide pulled, I was too

The forests were drowning in shade
I knew they couldn't hide me anyway
The sky was everywhere
When I plumbed the depths, You were there.

Even if I should flee this world
I couldn't slip from Your grasp, Lord
Even when the oceans roar
I hear Your call more.

My fears crushed me
until
You crushed all my fears.

My oceans froze over
All my skies grew dark
But Your life sparked a fire
And Your hope warmed my heart.

The world is so big,
never thought it could hold so much
So many places to go,
but I never find my way home

Maybe I'm too picky-choosy
thinking nothing's good enough
Maybe I'm too prideful
or foolish to know that

Your love is my home
Your hands hold my reality
Your peace is my resting place,
                  nothing could replace
The home I have in You.

Even though I was lost
so caught up in my own world
You held my hand
and I knew it was always Your plan.

Your love is my home
Your hands hold my reality
Your peace is my resting place,
                       nothing could replace
The home I have in You.

I'm slowly realizing
slowly figuring out
That all my days of hiding
You were what life was about.

I'm taking responsibility
for the life You've called to own
For the only way I can make it
is to acknowledge Your love is home.

iTS OK TO SOMETIMES UNPLUG YOURSELF FROM YOURSELF..
a WELCOMED RESET IS SOMETIMES ALL THAT MOST PEOPLE NEED..
tO SEE THINGS THAT WE HAVE BEEN BLIND TO FOR SO LONG..
mOST TIMES I SEE IT TRUE IN THE RAIN..
lIGHTNING, THUNDER, MYSTIC BLUES ON THE HORIZON..
i WELCOME YOU TO MY RESET..
hOW I LOVE TO SHOW YOU MY LOVE ALL OVER AGAIN..
sWEET PRINCESS OF MY LIFE, LET OUR SOULS COLOR EACHOTHER..