I thought
You will be
the person
who will change
my life....
but
I forgot
about
the side effects
of you,
for you
changed my life
the darkest
-cute crazy-

You are
not the one
I thought
you were
still
I love you
with lots of longings
    -cute crazy-

Knowing that
you will be fine
at your place
still
wondering
About you...
      -Cute crazy-

Music is inspired from Nature
If you listen carefully
Attuned to nature and in harmony
There is music in the rains
The flowing creeks and rivers
All the birds’ chirping
Even the thunderstorms have music
The swish of the wind and sway of leaves
The droplets of dew falling
A resonance in drone of bees
And the animal’s mating signals
The cry of a newborn mammal
And the call of the dolphins
The sea waves and the sound waves
Even the tectonic shifts have music
All the acoustics are there in nature
Even the trees have a language of their own
To communicate through the winds
The whole ecosystem is filled with music
The universe and the planets send out signals
At regular intervals, which we may not hear
If you want to hear unadulterated music
Come closer to nature, and keep your ears open
The musicians are all around us to regale us
So, just be at peace and try to enjoy the music
For the party has not yet begun
As, we are not yet aware of Nature’s music




© Amitav (Radiance)

you are
missing
FROM ME
    -cute crazy-

its hurting to understand
that
you
really love me but
you
just
won't
accept
it

Once upon a time
I have crossed
the limit of
missing you
and
never got
a chance
to go back
to normal
    -cute crazy-

Life is full of
expectations
  Life is full of 
 disappointments                                             ­
  Life is full of
happy starting            
Life is full of
sad ending
Life is full of
great stories
Life is full of
empty pages
Life is full of
positive thoughts          
Life is full of
negative happenings
Life is full of
sweet dreams
Life is full of
nightmares
     -cute crazy-

Music
When you're feeling blue
Music
When you need something new
Music
When inspiration strikes you
Music
When time sticks like glue
Music
When you're not amused
Music
What would i do without you

What is music,
Is it just something we hear and feel better too because we can relate,
Or is it the memories it brings to us that we like,

Maybe its the fact that when we are listening to that one song,
It makes the world seem so small,
But around us we are still there,

Living in the light of day,
breathing heavily and smiling because we are thinking,
Thinking of the one day we meet you,

Amazement taking
a human form
and performing for hours;
it wasn't anything less.

How the pianist does this
is beyond the grasp of mind,
owes her very much
for the deep cleansing
of our souls, but there isn't
a way to pay the pianist.

Don't know how much is enough
in material terms, whatever
will be not enough.
It's worth a few lifetimes
of deep healing, I guess,
This adventure crossing
boundaries of every kind
with ease humbles us,
eyes fill, streams of tears
just don't stop.


Fallowing her trail
we reached a clearing
in the tangled dark forest,
experienced a glimpse
of what is beyond:

immense ocean
of music
merging in
the dense sweet
dreamy silence

when my fingers run over the
ivory keys
my heart beats
feel the staccato
riding over the little black sharps and flats
pounding pounding
little scared
fear fear
trembles trembles
in what music shall come
to the beating of the heart
the listening of the ear
what is there to come