i feel
you still care
to notice me

you are
my stupidity
forever

so much love
go invisible
when i see you.....
and
so many words
go unspoken
when i see you......
    -cute crazy-

One day
You will miss me
like the way
I'm missing you right now...
that day
you will realise
how much
you hurted me
With your
ABSENCE.....

For the first time
in forever
I HATE YOU
for making me
feel your absence
in my dream life....
          -cute crazy-

Sometimes I think you've forgotten about me
And you no longer love me
I don't think you hear my ocean of cries
That continues to rise
As the sun sets and rise
I need you now more than ever
I may be a little clever
But with you in my life
I know my life will soon get better
I feel so alone...

loving you
is the crime
i will do
all my life
for i know
you will
love me
someday.....

you hurt me
with your eyes
you hurt me
with your words
you hurt me
with your style
you hurt me
with your absence
you hurt me
every time
yet
i am so glad
that
you once thought
to HEAL ME
IN MY DREAM.....

you are the  reason I live
and the reason I die..
you are the reason I smile,
yet break down & cry..
you are the reason I keep going
and the reason I fall..
When I close my eyes I feel u
in my every breath I take...
because without u in my life
I 'm nothing at all...

you say
you don't care
but
i knew it was a lie
when i saw
yours
ever loving eyes
for i know
those sparkling eyes
will never lie
TO ME
for they are
always
FOR ME.....