If there's a way to dig a little deeper into
a new layer of skin, tap into
something in our bones that hasn't already
been analyzed and speculated by
doctors under bright white lights on cold
impersonal tables surrounded by
an army of masked, gloved and
sanitary conscious individuals-
a method of existing that hasn't
been romanticized and isn't cliche,
I'd really like to know.
Because in vicious turbulent cycles I'm falling head first
for things that have been worshipped
so many times in trance-like
moments of adolescent anguish and
pretenses of solitude seeking introverts that lie
to themselves cause they don't have
the guts to do it to others.
Who the hell is alright behind a smile masking a cringe?
And all the tropes idolized and hymns
murmured by Sad folk
don't really make you feel special anymore
cause you've lost your individuality
by stepping into yet another trap.
But then again hating all things has long ago been branded as
valueless, when in fact
values are the only things you're really searching for.
I miss writing. I miss venting and trying to make sense of it all.
Feedback is always appreciated... Was it confusing, too angry, or just plain dumb? lemme know!