And in the midst
of all my insecurities,
today
I experienced a moment of bliss
I saw pure specks of warm, cool life,
hovering in the air
and I felt the warm wind brush against my hair,
with every step I took resounding within me
and they blocked the despising glares
tuned out the sorrowfulness in my heart,
laid down
a worn, sturdy, gentle path to guide me as I walk
and whenever I get lost trying to find others,
I can follow the clusters of twinkling stars in the night sky above
back to path of where I found myself,
because I had never been lost.
We never thought to think this
but, looking for someone who you can never be
is not being lost,
it's letting yourself lose
who you really are.
And life is too much of a gift
to drown yourself in others' sorrow and call it your own,
now it feels so free
to just be who you really are.