The blood of your love ...

like blood ...
your love runs in my veins ...
the heart addicted to it ...
and loves it's occupation ...
and can no longer bear to live ...
without it ...
despite the distance ...
and the pains ...
until ...
it became the salvation ...
for my whole being ...
and because of you ...
my heart got beats ...
with crazy love ...
and lights up my eyes ...
to see within your beauty ...
everything ...
In the universe ...
beautiful as you are ...
even in dreams ...
the blood of your love ...
does not leave me ...
to get drown me ...
every night ...
with the desires ...
of your body ...
Which I do not hope for ...
from this dream...
to wake up...

Hazem...

Lost with you ...

When I miss you ...
and i really do now ...
i light my candle ...
to illuminate my darkness ...
to feel you more ...
and keep thinking of you ...
and stand at your name ...
for a long time ...
meditate on it with longing ...
and waiting as if you will talk to me ...

yes sweetheart ...
when i do miss you ...
i feel as if you are with me ...
only you ...
and no one else can ...
give my world warmth ...
as you always do to my soul ...
and my body and heart ...
to complete me with you ...
and without you ...
i 'm lost ...
out of coverage ...

hazem al ...

A human being ...

time got lost ...
and I got lost within ...
in the midst of the flames of thoughts ...
noon ...
i  recalled ...
memories ...
that it was my whole life ...
with the most beautiful feelings of life ...
with you ...
despite the non place ...
despite it's imagination ...
and the distance ...
however, ...
it was always ...
make me feel ...
with love ...
and that I am  ...
A human being ...

So,...

I went panting ...
to my drawers ...
dig again ...
the papers ...
And everything ...
that came out from me ...
of feelings ...
which wrote ...
in the blood of the heart ...
to you ...
just ...
to feel you ...
and be again ...
a lover ...
and a human being ...

Hazem ...

Escape ....



I want endless distraction ...

want to leave my world ...

to wander like fog over the hills ...

like water to evaporate and disappear ...

Or, ...

to fade away like a mirage ...

Or ,..

I fade away from this world ...

forever ...

or ,...

to melt like snow ...

from the mountaintops ...

between the valleys ...

In an escape like absence ...

so I get lost with a life ...

that was wasted in vain ...

with wishes and unforgettable memories ...

because  ...

I'm bored of life ...

without the one I love ...



hazem al ...

Waiting ...

Waiting you ...
And my pen is still ...
With my heart ...
Since morning ...
Waiting for you ...
To be mine ...
And for my heart ...
The content of feelings ...
To share together ...
All day ...
Until evening ...
With a beating heart ...
And an exposed soul ...
Naked ...
Inlaid ...
With all colors of love ...
As our feelings need ...
And we both say it ...
However ...
You and I ...
We want ...
To make it ...
by letters and words ...
In the most sweetest language ...
In Its formulation ...
A soul ...
Because of the intensity of longing ...
We got drunk ...
From the long wait ...

And here I am, my love ...
And my pen ...
Waiting for you ...

Hazem ...

Your body is my lust...

your body is a map...
my love...
i love in it...
the pleasure of wading...
and exploring...
i comb it with my lips and teeth...
from the beginning...
to the last parts...
to rain on it from the torrent of my sweet saliva...
until i get you all wet ...
till you be ...
in my crazy lake ...

Because, my lady...
I hate a dry weather...
with non rain ...
and your body, my beloved ...
Its femininity is so exciting ...
It always needs the rain from me ...
to keep you always ...
like fertile land ...
which gives always ...
the love ...

sweetheart ...
don't call me crazy , please ...
because...
whoever sees your exciting body...
becomes at the peak of ******* ...
so, please ...
give me ...
the map of your body ...
to rain it ..
with my love ...

hazem al ...

I'm waiting ...

My morning ...
beside my crazy longs ...
still misses you ...
and as usual ...
i am at my window ...
where i use to be ...
waiting for your sunrise ...
So that the branches of the soul ...
may blossom ...
and your love ...
may be buried between my ribs ...
on the banks of longing ...
to played my love song ...
In which ...
for passion melts ...

because  ,...
you are my melody ...
With which the heart sings ...
and feel alive ...
and to me my heartbeats ...
and the pulse dances to its tunes ...

here i am ...
waiting for you sweetheart ...

hazem al ...

Dream....



Just a dream...
nothing more...
dream about little cottage...
surrounded by a flowers and birds...

dream about little isle...
full of love and happiness...
which fly through it sky...
all kind of birds...
and especially the love birds...
which it supplied our souls with its love...
while no one there...
only me and you...
only my soul and yours...
to enjoy the love which we always desired about...

dream about passionately story...
which its sun, never to stay away...
and its moon, shining always...

that's all what i am dreaming about...
is that so much for me...? ? ?

can i have this dream ...
with only you ...

by: hazem