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 Mar 2016
Got Guanxi
When you appear to disappear,
a near miss in the atmosphere.
The patterns clear,
and what’s happening here,
Is the same things still,
after all these years.

Talking **** again.

Now you're back again,
acting as if nothings happened,
and,
your trying to laugh it off again,
as if were best friends,
but I can’t pretend this won’t be a repeat like last time.

Telling lies again.

When actually,
this is just your favourite pastime;
you’ve been missing in action for weeks.
No message to check i’m ok.
No call on my birthday.
Now you’ve got the cheek to call on me,
and fall on me,
as you can’t stand on your own two feet.

Drunk again.

So don’t act surprised,
like you don’t know.
When you phone you meet the answering tone.
It’s too late too atone now that i’m all grown,
Maybe you’ll find out now what it’s like to be alone.

**Never again.
 Mar 2016
Ignatius Hosiana
Fall in the Ocean, don't fall in love
you may forget how drowning felt like
but you simply can't ignore the ache of
a cracked heart or its shards decorating the floor
sharp pieces that you'll step on and wounds reopen
pieces which will clatter from deep within
to echo the despair especially when you're beyond repair
jump off a cliff and fracture, broken bones heal
fractured Hearts seldom truly find healing,it's chilling
when you place support about it but nothing changes
and the more you organise your splintered heart
the further apart it crumbles and breaks apart
fall in Hell, the devils and monsters can be exorcised
but the monsters of a dead romance never leave
they taunt and haunt with voices whispering in your head
and drug you through a living Hell that's eternal
fall in acid, not a single piece of you'll be left behind
love'll rip and have your pieces wandering blind
fall in an abyss or the darkest deepest pit
someone might find you,you'll wash off the ****
but Love'll rob your sanity for it's mind impairing
it'll take away your radars, disorient your bearing
fall from the sky, your entire existence will splatter
falling in love will deny you your esteem and have you stutter
fall off a bicycle, you'll get up,dust yourself and ride
in love you'll live your life like you've died
climb one and jump, there's less pain falling off a tree
unlike the fantasy of love that chains and never sets you free
fall in the Sea, the sharks'll leave nothing for the world to see
love will bewilder you through an endless cyclonic ecstasy
it's worse compared to being once and for all torn by jaws
which takes you to oblivion where lives no feeling of loss
fall for anything else, fall for drugs and addiction
love is a blade that'll never cease making its incision
fall for wines and whiskeys,or any adulterated concoction
my broken heart thinks all but falling in love a far better decision
when you're out there searching for whatever you deserve
embrace all else your heart desires, all else but love
 Mar 2016
Star Gazer
She's a very honest soul,
A brave soul without care.
She will tell you of her day
so listen to the words
she speaks.
She will hide things,
But she will tell you
When you feel like
Listening.
She won't ever force
You to say anything
Or ever force you
To do anything
For her.
She's beautiful,
Smart, creative
and definitely
caring.
She's able to bring up
any topic to talk about
so awkward silences
are non existent with her.
When you look into her eyes
If you haven't fallen in love
You definitely will.
There's a shine that
is indescribable.
The moon light can't compare
To the shine that glimmers
in her eyes.
If you can make her look
at you with that shine,
consider yourself a lucky man.
You will never find an angel
Who will be able to care
While at the same time
Make you laugh without a care.
Cherish her every second
Cherish her every moment
Because you have won the lottery,
Love her with all your heart
and make her happy.
If I could pick someone to be
With right this moment,
I would pick her.
So you should realise
Just how lucky you are.
You definitely do not
want to lose her.
Watch as the sun rises and sets
And you'll realise,
Her beauty is way beyond
Any of that.
Make her happy for me,
I just want you to make
her smile.
                 Love her
Like I never had
                 The chance
to.
 Mar 2016
Sarah Oh
I've been searching
For the right words to say
My heart's aching
For you to stay
Since the day you walked away
 Mar 2016
Cunt Muffin
You crept into my soul
And wrapped your claws around my heart;
I can feel you inside me,
And it's tearing me apart.

I ache for all those things I never wanted;
I burn for things I've never known.
And, as your presence engulfs me,
I truly know what it feels like to be alone.

I sit and think of all the tragedies I've suffered,
And none of them compare to this.
I've been knocked down before,
But never by a kiss.

You hold a power over me
That no one has before.
I wonder how can I ever escape you
When all the pain you've caused makes me want you even more?

My body is on fire whenever you're near,
And the agony grows worse when you're away;
It seems you've got me, body and soul, my dear . . .
I don't know what else to say.
 Mar 2016
S G Arndt
Everything goes fast now
School goes fast
Girls come fast
Money goes fast
The clocks turn fast
That smoke hits fast
The come down is fast
The pain you feel won’t last
The thought of her face, my dark past
In this world
Everything is fast

☁️
 Mar 2016
S G Arndt
Late night thoughts
You say this world is dark
Escape from your life
Open your mind
For without darkness
A star cannot shine

☁️
 Mar 2016
gothicc
I am a liar
I told her I loved her
so as not to start a fire
but now that she's heard it
I must say it again
if I said "I love you" 7 times
I have lied 7 times
I don't even know how many lies I've told
even though the context of every one is the same:
I love you
this made a new truth in me
a truth I tell myself as often as I tell her a lie:
I hate myself
now that feels much better
the twisted honesty of it restores me
so that I look for a reason to say it again
I love you
I am a liar
I hate myself
 Mar 2016
Prabhu Iyer
When the winds got to the depths
they came alive, them embers
that I let smoulder
deep in the sacral chambers
bathed I returned in grace
but not before

I shouted out into the well
a fiery hymn
a flaming rant
empty now my soul
drenched in the echoes
each more tormenting
than before

this is how you lose it
this is how
 Mar 2016
S G Arndt
Feel the climb
Yeah
I want to hold you
You say you know everything
But I don't let you feel her
Baby close your eyes
You say you know
So I'll love you today
We lost control
Yeah
We lost control
I want her
I feel her
While I hold you


If
If she only knew
What I did the night
The night I met you
She doesn't do the things you do
And I've got everything you want
But tonight I will love you girl
Can you give me what I want

☁️
 Mar 2016
S G Arndt
It
I want it
So I'm going to get it
I need it
So I'm going to get it
I found it
So I'm going to get it
I see it
So I'm going to get it
I see you
So I'm going to get it
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