I am binary,
two beings in one,
a black hole
and a blazing sun.
I am solar rage
and a hunger
as powerful
as Galactus
ready to devour
all of us.
I am curious,
needing the seeding
of seeing and thinking
of drinking
and perceiving,
what is truthful
and what is deceiving.
I am ready to withdraw
but willing to come out,
full of confidence
but hold wisdom
in my doubt.
Like a dolphin
swimming in
the sparkling
ocean,
I am part of two worlds,
underwater gasping for air,
and limited in movement
when I come up there
to take my breathes.
Asleep when I awake,
in a daylight dreaming state,
but as time moves on
silence speaks volumes.
I see isolation
and find sorrow
in this lonely nation
of homebodies.
I am conflict that creates
some things I love
and other things I hate,
ill-defined by this frame
that holds the mind
from which I sprang.
Mostly, I am confused.