Thank you.
Thank you for helping me through every panic attack.
Thank you for holding me close when I started to shake,
for never walking away...
even when I told you to.
Even when I cried, "it would be easier for you"
You just told me that you didn't want easy,
and that you were here to stay.

Thank you for understanding that some days I just wanted to be left alone.
You always seemed to know that it would wear off and all I would want for hours on end would be to hold you close.
Thank you for understanding that even in my moments of blind rage,
you were never really the target of such hate.

You helped build me up, and stood by as I fought my demons.
Reminded me that they didn't make me any less of a wonderful person.
You will always be my safe harbor,
regardless how many miles I travel.

Is this my consequence for making you mine,
If I could repeat, I would rewind back time.
Planning, hoping, wishing, only leads me to a path of failure,
It seems no matter how many times I pray, God won't be my savior.
My one wish, that on the day of my birth I wanted to travel to you,
But with the path I am destined to walk down, this wasn't meant to be true.
As a consequence in winning your heart,
Our long distant relationship will always stay apart.
Now i'm overflown with misery,
Cause the one journey to bring us together and make me happy is just a pile of *forgotten memories.