Remember this when you get depress and feel like you are losing the battle.
Remember the battles that you have overcome, that was done by God.
Remember the people that loved you and the things that made you happy.
Remember the Cross, remember the things that have happen to you.
For there is no such things as coincidence, everything happens for a reason.
Christ uses every thing and every situation to mold you into his likeness.
Remember the beauty  that you have seen in your life here on the earth.
Remember the blessings that you have forgotten in your life here.
Remember everything leads right back to Christ our amazing God.

Your lips
Your eyes
Touching me
Seeing me
As only you can
Sweetest, softest touch
You against me
Desire for desire
Taking me away
From anything not you
Your lips
Your eyes
Whisper soft
Whisper me
On my neck
In my heart
Eyes closed
You are
My sweetest taboo...

My eyes are at rest
lashes twinkling
with unwashed diamonds
I can cry now
I have a bed of hope
for which my tears may lay
arms wider than life
for which my fears can play
Pain has no home here
I can float astray
the sweet scent of peace
lifting me away
You are my river
and I, your waves
Together we shall float away

she lived in the darkest recesses
of here and there
fragile and alone,
not quite new
but young enough
to have been pricked by
the stings of neglected pain
she was a discarded bloom
left unnoticed;
parched from the drought of love

so I rescued her;
this beautiful flower
tossed aside
with no way to blossom
into the rose she is today

I am in love with loving again
of foolishly running in the pouring rain
of a wanting, aching need
to watch the seed of our love grow
Oh how I need you to know
that with only you
can my every dream come true
can the stars in your skies
twinkle bright in my eyes
and the smiles from your lips
become my every sunrise
Only with you
can I fall in love with loving again
in your hands only
I can run in the pouring rain
With you, I can nurture this need
to make the seeds of our love
grow once again

the world sees me how they want me to be
not how I truly am
I've shown you the same as all the rest
yet you see through the facade
you see a soul that I've kept hidden
a heart that's behind bars
the spirit forever broken
and to you, I am beautiful

I am what you need to make you smile
I believe in the best parts of you
like you believe in the best parts of me
to you I am not lost
the storms I have a weathered
have not broken me
even though I still seem cracked
in my reflection

I could stay up for hours
Just for the chance to hear your voice
To listen to you whisper my name in the dark

I would wait all night
Just in the hope of feeling your breath
As you slide in next to me and sleep

I have longed a lifetime
Not realizing the opportunities lost
To the doubt and circumstance of innocence

I will wander time as you rest
To never miss another chance
To be in your arms, in the moment, and in your heart

I am the her that is his muse
I am the her that makes him shine
I am the her that called to him
And caused the stars to realign

I am the her that is his breath
I am the her that is his smile
I am the her that made him see
Joy is not synonymous with guile

I am the her that fills his heart
I am the her that gives him life
I am the her that takes away
His suffering and strife

I am the her behind his words
I am the her that sees the man
I am the her that shows him how
The power of love is in our hands

he searches though i am not lost
he worries when i am not close
he fears what keeps me away

though i am with him always
though he is my calm sea
though my heart lays within him