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Sara Leal Nov 2015
Memories fade*,
Right?
Wrong.
My memories of you,
Didn't.
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Sara Leal Dec 2015
... no...
I can't find myself anymore.

**I don't know who I was to being with.
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Sara Leal Nov 2015
Maybe I'm just a frustrated woman who doesn't love in a normal way.
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Sara Leal Oct 2015
I thought you were different.
*You just made sure I was wrong.
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Sara Leal Nov 2015
Saying "I miss you",
Won't change anything.
You miss because you had
And you lost.
To this game called love.

There's always a next time.
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Sara Leal Jan 2018
When you look me up close you see nothing.
That's what I want people to know.
Nothing about me.
That's how it should be.
Better not knowing, than knowing and judging.
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Sara Leal Dec 2015
I know you promised you wouldn't,
But please don't.
Don't leave me,
Please.
I beg you.
**Don't leave me alone again.
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Sara Leal Feb 2018
You call poison life,
While you lie with your broken and teary eyes.

You try to feel the window glass,
To see if you'll find any of my fingerprints.

You break everything while you scream my name,
In a try to delete the oxygen I breathed out calling yours.

You listen to the train's sound where we used to hangout,
So you can forget the sound of my voice that's stuck in your head.

You spend all your money on cigarettes,
Then cry while you smoke them.

You touch and hurt your lips from time to time,
Because they never said goodbye to mine.

You say your blood is blue,
'Cause that was my favorite colour.

You don't sleep,
'Cause the bed still smells like me.

You regret not yelling more at me,
And telling me how stupid I was for loving you.

You like to burn the clothes I left all over the place,
So you can **** my scent.

So basically,

You miss me,
And you can't take it anymore
.
The empty space relationships that end leave is **** hard and painful.
Sara Leal Oct 2015
My life is a book.
**A blank one.
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Sara Leal Oct 2015
Another blank page,
Where my heart should be.
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Sara Leal Sep 2015
This is not one of those stories about a demon who loves an angel.
We are both demons,
Demons can't love.
So what do we do now?
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Sara Leal Sep 2015
I don't miss you.

I don't want to see you ever again.

I don't want anything of you in my life.

I forgot your name.

But I still love you and have memories of you in my mind.

Why?

Why* is it so hard to delete everything?

Why?

Because it happened and it's there,

And there's nothing I can do to delete it.

And the fact that I know it makes me frustrated,

I feel like crying.

Because I don't know what went wrong,

I don't know why, the simple why I still love you.

But not how I did before,

Because now it seems that it grows everyday.

And I would like to know,

Know why.

But I already know that this is one of those questions that don't have an answer,

Neither for me, or for him.
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Sara Leal Oct 2015
Wings.
I was supposed to have wings?
If I was then I probably have a problem.
Because I don't have them.
I never did.
Can I still be called an angel?
A fallen angel.
That's the name I received for not having wings.
Wings.
I wanted to have them.
Tell me,
How does it feel to fly?
Without pain?
Without problems?
Without tears?
Without scars?
Without a broken heart?
I want to know,
Because that's all the things my mom felt.
I was born like this because of her.
Without wings.
She broke her wings before I was born.
She suffered so much.
But she just wanted to prevent me of suffering like her.
Well,
I'm sorry mom.
But you failed.
Without wings I'm even worst than you were.
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Sara Leal Nov 2015
Words** can **** you,
But thoughts can actually make you suffer until you wish you were dead.
So would you prefer to die by words,
Or thoughts?
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Sara Leal Dec 2015
Big Teddy Bear,
This is for you.

Big Teddy Bear,
I love you.

Big Teddy Bear,
I'm addicted to your voice.

Big Teddy Bear,
I want to hug you until I'm dead.

Big Teddy Bear,
I would wait forever for you.

Big Teddy Bear,
I'm insane.

Big Teddy Bear,
I hope you know everything about me.

Big Teddy Bear,
I look forward to our future.

Big Teddy Bear,
Don't leave me, please.

Big Teddy Bear,
Heal me from your scars.

Big Teddy Bear,
Hold my hand.

Big Teddy Bear,
I promise.

Big Teddy Bear,
I won't let our love end.

Big Teddy Bear,
Don't send me away.

Big Teddy Bear,
I may be crazy.

But **Big Teddy Bear
,
I love you so much.
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You
Sara Leal Oct 2015
You
I want you.
All for me.
Only me.
Only for my benefit.
Only for my enjoyment.
Only because I saw you,
And I liked you.
You were the chosen one,
To suffer by my hands
.
Get used to it.
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Sara Leal Sep 2015
My reason is yours,
My body is yours,
My life is yours,
My smiles are yours,
My hugs are yours,
My kisses are yours.
But my heart is not.
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