heed on to what you say

Or this creed
                                                      LOst
in Earth's
                 decay.

You lead but, can't you deLay?!

I don't know a thing but to overstay.. my welcome!

Think I'll make it.
Sub ways out
for direction or cause
I have no idea
why I started
but I'm aware of why I paused.

And don't you know I'm
out there
Like an underdog fan.
Walkin' through the snow with
out hair.

Call me the Summoner Man.

Come on, you're banned from this wonder filled land.
Ask why, you can't.

I'm the summoner, man.

Did that really happen?
My forgetfulness is vivid.
She hid all black in satin
'til i tore it.
Fools jest,
Give in.

And there she sways,
And dare I say:
I think she's placed there all for me.

Some gruesome comedy.

Now
she's dressed in lace,
so
I don't bleed.
Nor do I need
this digit, ..see?
Let alone 10.

I have grown frigidly.

And even though it's knot-like,
I gaze back and don't regret
I stare and say "this is not life"
while I wake at near sunset.

eyesopen
neverstill
Knuckles cracking, urning pills.
thewhite
goodnight
, Just Contemplate!

on such good night i couldnt wait.

to SUpress instict
,
Fears of fate.
It's so **** great
til i eat like 8

Then  the next
day's worse
And I can't maintain.
I'd steal a nun's purse just to
not complain.

And
I'm not in
sane
As much as deep in pain.
I'm no citizen tamed,
said I'm siblingless Cain

Quick
&
Thick
the comedown came

II.

Jeffrey Yang
on the subway train
                        bro        give me time

Show you that of half-un-tamed.
Z row
Proclaimed.

The little things, like which
don't change.

Hm.
I'm sorry for bein'
this double sided
       elbuod dedis

Die.

So malicious for your membrane.

the little things
They do
Not
Change.

I.

Dated: Whenever
It's just a number

Not tryna be clever
or Numb

It's just the way that we view time
and all these endeavors
that we have
decided our sum.

But I digress, and I'm
                                      a
                                      mess.
So let's
just get
right into
it.

Before
I start guessing
Before
All the stressing
Of why, all my life, I just hindered ****.

Bad to the marrow.
With me, it's just the little things.
Beer by the barrel
Enough ******* to belittle Kings

And I don't
               know
why
I try to carry
the weight of the stars
with
me.

I guess what I should give myself,
instead
of scars,
is an apology.