Ice cream ninety nine
I know you make my lips taste fine
I need a big one mister
give me your large ice cream, ninety nine

We hear you coming
with lame tunes, Mmm pretty shifty
but we love to see you here
in our slum of a f>>king city

Yet Ice cream man
your sauce is tasty
and the blood you put on
makes kid's like us factory

Come back ice cream man
just one more ninety nine
come on ice cream man
let us bleed you dry again


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka Neonsolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

She held my hand
looked into my eyes
then she told me
that she loved me
and I cried

Her raven hair fluttering
in the tempestuous wind
gave her an angelic form
that I could not deny
and I cried

Have mercy on me
my sweet blue eyes
tell me this is not a dream
and words you've said are not lies
then I cried

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

After just a time jump back to here
we skim back into normal space
what is another warship doing here
we request your ID, Now before we open fire

This is the only warning you will get
identify your purpose for being here
our weapons are locked
and we have no care or want to destroy you

We see you are a class 1 super blue
were you made by our glorious making
send your codes of discipline now
or we will have to destroy you

Oh dear glory to you
we did say one warning
as a warship you know
we pity you are nearly as old

Target acquired
all gun ports open
fire full salvo
goodnight warship blue, glory in the death of you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I die by daybreak
and when evening calls
when the night sings
I live once again

By the shadow of the moon
I will frequent your room
and whist others are asleep
I will have you under sheets

I will mark you with my love
my undying love
then will fly out of your window
as a bat, not a dove

And when they think you're dead
and in ignorance bury you
I will call to you
as I dig you up

Then you will be my mistress
my mistress of the night
we will love forever
yet die at daybreak

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

This is the place I live
in this idiot nation
a place for the lost
fighting for nothing at any cost

This is the place of the placid people
observance cameras everywhere
this is the new state of disparate people
where all the political ***** don't care

This is the nation I was once proud of
now I can't wait to be rid of it
this is the dogs *** of life
and it's name is England

Our empire is in tatters
not that it really matters
in this disgusting state
that I can't wait to negate

Burn and drown my sweet England
in the glut of your determined damnation
I care not a jot for you
as you have become an alien nation


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I watch the Gulls in the crisp Autumn breeze
as they fight for their place in the bitter wind
I sit down and watch them struggle
and I see myself in their malady

I watch their wings bend and contort
and every now and then a feather falls
I jump from my seat and try to catch them
as they fall spiralling down to earth

I want to fly to sea with them
out to the blue unkind ocean
and in my dying movement dive
for I have given up eating indeed

My cloak of winter is the same as in summer
so black is the colour of my name
and my fasting is for my divinity
as I trust in my own commands

So as my feathered friends struggle
I cast a holding spell
and the violent seas calm
and the wind relents it's fury
and in the peace of sweet nature I do die again

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I know it sounds like I am promising the Earth
but you have yet to see my verse
some may think what a waste and sacrifice
others may hope it's the end of my life

Yet no matter the fact
I'm now on the rack
and the love I feel
I will give straight back

A rebirth is sweet
if promises you keep
and I will deliver
high water and hither

I am not a time waster
I love what I do
I do it for kind hearts
I do it for you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I don't like driving very much
especially in the rush hours
well really, now hardly ever
no matter the foul weather

It could be the fact I'm ******* at it
be told by too many of my friends
all have been passengers in my car
only one day and swear never again

So I sold the ****** thing
and now walk with a spring
my legs may sometimes ache
but my back I will not risk a break

Never again will I drive
my friends will now survive
thanking sweet Jesus
that I do not drive


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I drink to write
and I know it's killing me
but in spite
I do drink to write

I care little about me
I care for sweet poetry
so I may bust my heart
all in the name of this art

So I drink to write
every ****** day and night
I bust my a ring out of sight
as I drink to write

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If all the pain was to be gone
all the suffering banished forever
my heart would still be tempered
in sullen thoughts with my soul in despair

If all the pain was gone
if I was content
I would not write
I would not claim Poet

But my endless pain
my own miscarriage of justice
my fall from grace
because of my endless failures

This is me in words
this is where I am from
and when I leave this earth
maybe then just if....
if all the pain would be gone


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They are known as the controllers
masters of whips end
they look like you,dress like you
they even act like you, but their not

They have one hand opened
the other clenched into a fist
their smiles are sardonic
and they understand not the premise of love

Cold are their hearts in their soulless bodies
and if you smile it does make them cringe
many are high city rollers
if by meaning the controllers

Their little empires pollute the globe
make misery a pure entity
and they gloat as you choke
on fumes of greed

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Know this rose I give to you
my love in blood for you
just one more battle I promise
forgive me if I don't come back

You don't need to know all my names
it is applicable for I love you
yes sweet child of eve
I am one of them

I will fly my banners
and I will think of you
and if I do survive
I will make love to you

Know I am one of the kind
one of the good
and if I fall
so will my brother and sisterhood
but before battle
I want to tell you I love you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If I was gay
and yes smiled everyday
i'd be a flamboute individual
with crusts in my hands

And by the pond of you know who's
I would cast my bread crumbs from my pockets
and the love of my life in a locket
I would cast to the lilies in dark comfort

Oh mercy on me
not so young ... not so free
yet here in this park serene
the clock on Greenwich hill chimes


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I came from the wheels of light
just to dwell in the shadows of night
all do fear the fall of me
yet this is my destiny

I send calls to the last of me
this warrior that was never broken
the thought machine of your masanaitions
that baptized in the fury of battle

Oh yes I am warlord most high
and God I do want battles to fight
yet in the communion of the dark
I do slumber and sometimes sleep

I wonder if I laid down my arms
would you inhumans find me harm
No No , for I truly know
YOU WOULD TRULY **** ME

If I was not me


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If love had a number
what number would it be
one heart, two arms
to encompass me.

Maybe three deliveries of compliments
would set my kind soul free
maybe four as written
whatever will be, will be

With love of you
I am alive
so you understand
my lucky number Five

When I have six with you
I am in total seven
and I eight to leave you
but nine comes for me.


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If my heart was broken
do you my love think you could heal it
could you my love
could you make it beat with rich blood again

I know you know my passion means nothing without you
so to the dust I sing wings of fury
but I will flutter aimlessly without you
for you are my judge and jury

If truly my heart is broken
then you know all of me
and pity me as fool
as I do pity me

I head to the mountains
as the storm does come
and as lighting strikes
hit I will be, yet the only one

For without you
no kitten hugs
no love of human heart
my love will be broken apart

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

If my heart was broken
do you my love think you could heal it
could you my love
could you make it beat with rich blood again

I know you know my passion means nothing without you
so to the dust I sing wings of fury
but I will flutter aimlessly without you
for you are my judge and jury

If truly my heart is broken
then you know all of me
and pity me as fool
as I do pity me

I head to the mountains
as the storm does come
and as lighting strikes
hit I will be, yet the only one

For without you
no kitten hugs
no love of human heart
my love will be broken apart

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

If only I was not a nonagenarian
so old, they will see that I'm an alien
if I could just press the hash tag key
they would only see me as a monkey

If only, yes if only, I was not harsh with battle cries
treading waters gentle, making no ripples
but no not me, never so gently
when I storm, I storm millions of people

Know my little pretty things
see the magic that they hold within
yet life fades fast once again
before I get too frail and old

Rest for me
if only
death for me
if only


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka  NeonSolaris

If only for a summer of solitude
for the crisp cold air of mountain streams
I would lay there in lush green grass
serenaded in blue skies, in a waking dream

Here in this scented field of bliss
where daffodils that do angels kiss
and mother earth hugs you
and tells you of your worth
I would love to dwell
yet I am convicted to Hell

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka Neonsolaris

If only for the dark
talks of death
and the question
who will pop off first

The annoying stories
those of who will die first
if only they realized
I was dead at my birth

Systematically spastic
hands tied behind my back
with those that think they can deserve heaven
trying to mask their tracks

I came here for a reason
to a place I could howl and bark
for when I do deliver
it will be only for the dark

I hear the calls from a massive ocean
the time of tides unmeriting
with the beat of my hearts
I do boldly go in tatters


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Sullen days and mocking nights
so empty is this cold comfort I feel
broken dreams of a better future
so never to be fulfilled

If only for you
have I not done all you asked me to
did I not please you
did I not adore and love you

My years I have shared with you
I have let my blood flow from my body
and my soul open for all to see
what else do you ask from me

Be true to me as I am to you
or there will be a ****** mutiny
give me tomorrow
as I gave you today


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

The petals fall so slowly
when love wilts and dies
falling with raindrops
to cold pavements they glide

I wonder what is living alone again
knowing theirs nobody to call a friend
is this loneliness that I feel
maybe time to pop another pill

Make me feel happy
you ****** blue thing
give me sleep
and the dreams that it brings

Yet, that is just an if only
like, if only I was lonely
truly to have no one around
that would be a day profound

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

If only peace was the answer
if people only did help each other
we of my kind truly seek peace
but we cry for what has happened on Earth

We who do dress as mornings black
we of the scent of blossoms dark dusk
no war do we want to ensure
for this a unfair judgement

Can we talk about protective xenophobia
when you do not understand a culture
can with good hearts of honour
try not to look liken to vultures

Peace you should best seek
for a promise we do keep
don't disappoint and ****
if you do, well we'll peace on you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

If only peace was the answer
if people only did help each other
we of my kind truly seek peace
but we cry for what has happened on Earth

We who do dress as mornings black
we of the scent of blossoms dark dusk
no war do we want to ensure
for this a unfair judgement

Can we talk about protective xenophobia
when you do not understand a culture
can with good hearts of honour
try not to look liken to vultures

Peace you should best seek
for a promise we do keep
don't disappoint and ****
if you do, well we'll peace on you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

They tried those amphibians
got their rocket ships ready
croaking if only ... gulp
we could reach heaven

The king of the frogs
lifted himself of his slimy throne
gulped and with gaggles
with spittle and slime
said to the stars so you shine
and in that moment so did time

Croaking with fury
he is called to account
all the fears of yesteryear
if only to reach heaven.

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I found my way because of you
I found a reason to live again
I found my way accursed by you
for you know my pain oh warrior wonder

I stand for you where you claimed me to be
I picked up the banner where you did fall
and I carry the banner proud just for the love of you
bearing my heart for all to see, with no dignity

I care not for me
for I will always live in poverty
and I mean to die for you
as I found my way, oh love oh Poetry

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

If such a time I need to rewind
in battle, we would be entwined
me in my warlike silver and black
you as green, laying on your back

You wanted to know what a time lord can do
well watch me as the world does standstill
I need no battle cry
for I live forever and you do die

My own warriors come to me
they are ****** begging me
but I need not tell you
the disappointment you have shown me

The fire does rise
I burn all that hurts
you are in that state *****
so I do now burn the witch

Let it die
let our love die
I can't say I love you
hell no, not anymore


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

They do not know that I am dying
man it's a miracle I'm still alive
but I know sweet, it will not be long
I am in so much ****** pain
coughing blood every day

Oh yes I can dream
but I am dying
I am just a shell
and good god am I dying

I reckon a year if I fight hardy
but I have fought for so ****** long
yes Neon Solaris is dying
so if you were me , how would it be

I am trying to amend all my sins
you know get it all out
I don't want to die
but I am truly dying

Hush I really should
as I am now a child of eve
but soon I will be gone
and angel again I will be


By Christos Andreas Kourtis Aka NeonSolaris

I am in a hissy ***** mood
burning bridges killing fishes
breaking barriers
killing the carriers

Singing to the silents of wisdom
making secure our gains and recovering our losses
making it all good and proper
as I have some war to dish out

Oh come on what do you think
that a child made for war can not resist
I was programmed for battle
and really in any and all dark wars

The academy did train me
I was a straight A student
and I worked so hard
to be the ace of spades card

Oh mighty are the words
and death I fear not
for in your eyes if you look hard
you will find I am already dead


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Oh how beautiful you look

what a pleasure to the eyes

you do bewitch me

you make me a dizzy surprise


How much I know about you

so much to know about you

but I have time always to learn

a star that for eternity does burn



The body I dwell in has just a few more years

but the time I have left, I may spend with you

I want you to have my gifts and all my secrets

so always keep a pen and pad on you


Yes it gets late for me now

I feel the start of winters chilled air

I dance to keep the cold out of my heart

but in just a few years my love, I will depart


For you my love I have time always

it has always been my right hand man

so my love when I die

I promise to come back again



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By the graves of all those hollow eyes
where the ravens fight for a morsel of meat
I sit in death and contemplate my complaint

I hear the screaming,
watch the shallow graves
see the dead reaching out

A cold mist envelopes me
I am joining that kingdom soon
so waiting for the embrace of forever

All my nightmares die with me
all the horridness of war
a task never completed

So as I lay myself to rest
I hear the screaming
and one of the voices, is mine

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I kneel only to you my love
for you are all to me as we bind
no more do I tangle with them
dear creatures called humankind

Just me and you my lady
my love, my sweet poetry
see the lights and shadows I cast
all is in your sweet name

I will never revile you
never will I turn my back on you
for I love you with such passion
so I kneel only to you

My sword is your sword
my shield is your shield
never will I ever yield
I kneel only to you

For you my love I would die for
as you called upon me
anything for you would I do
I'll be your warrior or fool

I kneel only to you
and pray only to you
you are my religion
you are my dearest wife

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I lay with Ariel under my pillow
as I have missed the boat on many occasions
to the bliss of that sweetest repose I endeavour
to dream back in the kingdom I did come from

I lay with Ariel under my pillow
for it is like a prayer book to on liken to me
I break my body to go the way
of my dark and honoured classic poets

I lay with Ariel under my pillow
worry not that I have lost the plot
for all I have created is to my death
as all I have given to you will be my lot

This is why I lay with Ariel under my pillow
if you asked for the enlightenment in my heart
I would tell you to hush your mouth
for me and Ariel do never part

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

By NeonSolaris
© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

The day I took that flight
into the wild steel fixing
I left my teeth in London town
and I am so now vexing

I don't mind the penguins
and I do so like the beer
the only lover I have is called Shalla
she is one cute woman of the little dear

The cleaning lady was good
******* on my fatherhood
now eagles fly above my head
and bears want to hug me

In the town of 700
they call me the toothless **** Jagger
my madness reigns supreme
as I carry dynamite and a silver dagger

So in Canada I reside
another half of me aside
but to England I must come
as I left my teeth in London


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

With all your faults I live you
I feel all the pains you feel
how mortal you are
it is heartbreaking

I live you mortal man
I suffer for the cross
Xristros lord of light
give these mortals the fight

For I am one of many
no matter the sin
I will forgive them
for what are we without forgiveness

My Angels sing
god rest human kind
for you are protected
by angels all seeing never blind

It would be nice just to have a chance
a chance to die mortal
you would not want to see
how his Angels cry

I Live For You

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I love a mass debate
love tossing things into the ring
it's like pulling white rabbits
straight out of my hat
that's when I utter those magic words
ah that's better
then I look around and all is abound
and think... next time I'll use a French letter


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

I love you
that is what she wrote
my poet daughter of mine

Her words were
love you all the world
hope you are happy

This from a daughter of mine
a poet a friend
my sweet sister

Oh no, I have no division
poets are what poets be
or claim to me

So in the claim of the sea
as poets wash over me
Larna, poet to poet I love you

I love your writes, then I would
but ****** all that fatherhood
you are just a poet just like me

See what **** I went through
know it never ends for you
till you die, till you die

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I try not to think of the pain

but it's always there in my heart

I remember her smiling at me

telling not to worry you would be back

then the gunship came you waved at me

then you flew up into the blue

if I known what I know now

my regret is I did not kiss you goodbye


That evening I got the message

about the crash, no survivors

all our plans to wed gone

all the dreams we made together gone

all I have of you are fading pictures

I look at them sometimes late at night

feeling still as broken as if was yesterday

and I still cry about your loss


Those first few days were hell for me

all the people I had to phone

your mother fainted when she heard the news

your father had a breakdown

he never pulled out of that

your poor father died a broken man

if it was not for your sweet mother

I truly think I would of followed him


She used to always tell me, think of the good times

the three brief years we had together to treasure

even after all these years I still miss you

thinking how cruel was fate to us

I miss you so much

I vowed never to marry

and to this day never have

and with images of you never will



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

She took my heart
she has my soul
god help me
for I kneel to her

I'm crazy in love
out of control
and I want her
I need no other but her

Some nights I cry
for she is my all
and crazy do I miss her
her kin and all

Soon I fly to her
fly to her back in cold blue skies
with my heart overwhelmed
as we meet looking into her eyes

She is my all
and I love her so
but if she said, I don't love you
yes of course I would go

Then I would go to a mad house
where they would not heal my sickness
they might try to tame me
but I'm crazy in love


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I mean to show you I love you
show you how much I care for you
do all that you ask of me
for I am your military tool

You gave me flags of angry thoughts
adorned me in fighting warrior black
I need your orders of what is your bidding
my sweet lord we have little time, I am not kidding

Would you like me to slaughter them all
smite this world of parasites
your bidding is my command
know my mark in ancient lands

Come on my sweet one
so many years have we shared
goddess of wars and all good you do
I mean to show you that I still love you

Look at all my scars I gave for you
see the flags I planted for you
yet I wait for you to give me my last orders
for I mean to show you how much I love you

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

© 2013 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

She is all I dreamed of as perfect
her laughter does fill me with joy
her face smiles with sweet contentment
every time I do look at her

She is as delicate as a pink lily
her perfume is laced with passion
if love is not just a trending viability
she does make my love for her that action

Her moves to woo me, if that was what it was
or was it me, I don't know I can't see
my mind is cluttered up with her love
she coos to me liken to a pure white turtle dove

Wise I will be to tend to her needs
even if I drink her blood as she bleeds
I love her so much, that she knows
for I kiss her from head to her dainty toes

I miss her love
I miss her kisses
I miss her much
her happiness my business


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I am talking to god again, after all this time
we had a fall out many years ago
now we are friends again
really good friends again

He was the one who taught me
the game of nought's and crosses
but lets pass over all that
I **** no more

I will never again turn my back on him
never again will I deny him
for he is my strength, and his gift is
Love, compassion impervious and divine

By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
© 2011 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

To be in another land
I hope you will understand
that I do spread my wings
for in other empires , I am her king

I try to fight my flight
yet I so know it is coming
I have no choice, please understand
my duties in another land

I will seal my secrets
and give only to one
make them as holy
make them holy as the ones deemed

They will have the stars
for not is all what it seems
as what I have in my box
are the tickets of dreams


Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

In another life I will be content
and all my industrial endeavors known
I will build my temples to world peace
and dwell in one calling it my home

In another life I will see no suffering
no bitter tears on childrens faces
no deaths from endless wars
and all will be one and not races

In another life, I will not take one
I will tend my gardens and love everyone
and when it comes to forgiveness
I will forgive everyone

In another life I will love a lifetime
I'll be the kitten in the closet
and all my devotion
well that will be my deposit


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

This is my place of broken dreams
the place of forgotten loyalties
here I sit sometimes despondent and lost
here I close all my opened doors to my soul

People can read me like a book
get to know the in and outs of me
know that I am a broken man
that adores the art of poetry

I would love to be loved
find myself a perfect wife
I still hope close to my heart
one day to be in a perfect life


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

In this world of sin
where most fear death
is that because they have
or maybe, they will do

No world is without sin
or frailties from within
it's not bad to not be perfect
none of Earth or beyond

When one get's to aged star's
we of that requiem of pure light
think it is time to leave
it's so cool for me

I have had this planned for years
My death will be perfect
don't get into my world
a world of total sin


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris
© 2012 NeonSolaris (All rights reserved)

Many colonies were lost, at the onset of war
and as the mighty fell, we sort for sanctuary
we climbed the hills of forbidden thoughts
made temples in the sky just for you

I watched my own fall
the glory of god fall
and here I do stand
as battle never ends for me

I am of battle and bereavement
do you know, I don't know any other way
don't feel for one moment, sorry for me
as the architecture made me this way

Yet I watch my kin die
some slowly
some diabolical hard
yet here I stand ... her last star


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

All of our enemies are defeated
we have no prisoners of war
for we have destroyed them all
so we drink our drinks in cheer

Look at what we have gone through to get to this point
the blood the terror and utmost horrors of battle
yet some of us did live through all that hell on earth
and with many tears spent, we raise our glasses in cheer

Going back to the real world soon
man, I am going to have to try to blend in
my god I am going to miss my friends
so we drink to drink for the last time.... in cheer


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

I bid you good day
I have no need to fight
the war is won
from so very far away

So note I don't gloat
or do take a tote
her might is mine
her word divine

What fills my boredom and tears
what makes my mind scarry to flight
only her whom resides in doors
my love of inconsequential wars


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

You treated me like dirt
and you knew it would hurt
looking for my chinks in my armor
good god you did your best

Found your pregnancy tests
and damming evidence and the rest
you cooked me like a kipper
but I will have justice and be the winner

I know now and despise you
for all that you did and do
my love left you on that day
evil woman incredulous you

You really did your best to take me down
playing the victim without a frown
I loved you, I really did
but the clandestine plans you well hid

When were you going to tell me
that you never really loved me
now I'm alone
and you have a free pass

Never again will I fall in love
never
never
never


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris