i've been so lost
to the point
of
digust
of myself
and you
making me
so low

you want to know
my
true
feelings
well ******* for lying to me
******* for wasting my time
well ******* for pretending to like me
and ******* for wasting my love
*******
*******

lion lies
scorpion sighs
alone
your lies
plans kicked
words unsolvable
SO ******* SELFISH
your lies
just smile and nod
flatten myself
oh it's okay
being hurt is okay
a ***** heart is okay
your lies
thrift store shoes
heels
stomped into my sternum
your lies
hidden and masked
by tender kisses
that we both know
are absolute *******.

You built me up just to break me down.

What has it been?

one

five

two

a half

five

seven

none

none

three

none

Esto leboue abache
Furgate en quinso

Waiting for a train to come
a quick fragrance hits me
and immediately I am reminded of you
The path I'm taking
Seeking comfort
subway lines
Match
Like socks
The train is here
Off I go

it's funny
it's so new
it's electric
HA
crooked teeth
chest hair
your own barber
astrology
****
bones
lips
tongues
OH
sleep
draped
over
me

You bit my lip
So ******* hard
That it hurts
To drink alcohol
Thank you.