I want to hold your hand rather desperately.

you're like alcohol because you make me feel like I'm being wasted. you're like alcohol because I always feel sick after a night binging on you.

I think it really comes down to what you expect of someone.
That you want all these needs filled from artificial people who have never seen the checklist of your heart.

People that want nothing more to see a smile on your face.
A smile they can't purchase because they don't posess the currency.

I am my own country. I govern my laws. I am the one to control the happiness between my borders.

I shall not be dependent upon another being.
I shall only be held up by the same expectations that has kept this country strong and bold over past decades.

I will stand my fortitude.
Proud.
Allowing visitors all the while.
I will never turn down a caring heart.
Although I will turn down yours.

you soothe my stomach when you're inside me

you stop my brain when I make you smoking hot

I want to be your favorite piece of music that you play in the dead of night when you can't fall back asleep.