Hey,


I don't ******* get why people only see the bad side of me. I can never be strong, smart, talented and good enough in their eyes. They didn't even notice how ******* high I've improved. Not just there, but also in life. I will always be a ******* failure to them. Please, can this ******* nightmare stop?

--me

Why would I be honest with you if even I can't be honest with myself?

to love you is to love you
your eyes when they shine,
the look you give me when you can't understand a single thing I said,
your ****** hair,
your sarcasm that makes me smile,
the way you look at me
the way you smile at me

i just don't ..
i don't love you like that
and im sorry

I get it
if you choose her
because a puzzle
can't be finished
if the pieces
don't fit
each other

There's so much that I can't take anymore.






But it doesn't mean that I'm giving up.

There's this unspoken rule that we're only to talk things about her. That hint of pride shining in your irises, she doesn't deserve that.

But you thought otherwise.

and just like that-
you exploded

i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.
i don't love you.

but then I'll go to hell if I told you that