i remain abducted native
though ye oppressors
hast treated me like animal

i remain pupil of lost rite
exiled to earthly purgatory site
designed to turn mon to primal beast

i remain steadfast, i think i be, i just am
archaic being within someone
whom grown accustomed to tru soul searching

iv'e learnt from whom i cannot believe
now i want from however i'm compelled
hence i hear not though heard lots
as to why i wont hear myself out
ooh gawd while time governs
i'm not outta control just obscurely unsound

yo woken bliss mourning
through one of four face modes
my strongest complicated
my weakest formidable
my presented less noticeable
my avatar possessed
so me within must face it
face to face without facing off
though gotta face up to face facts
i am complicated
you formidable
we're less noticeable
us via me possessed

entomb though life
shackled with death
cuffed too feelings
akin hunger
beauty that's knowing
aging consequently
mankind dreamt nor foreseen

A knew Odin ink era via living script continuum
frequently spotlight all ye of unrepentant valor
whom steadily surpass absentee acolytes under word
hence loss warriors under lite ever hail all ye of refine
harbinger

living its ye only time
to truly revere alive
fact alone forbid  
ye to skip out on
existing as is

Not heeding through waste of space I splurge
Not believing initially my what hurts

Til I'm urged to purge not timeless space but what psyche emptiness avoids

Ooh gawd as recluse sole by entertaining smothering nothingness

I rue not embracing lack of grasping ones own evasive conundrum

(Though self defeating rut how does it feel to want)

pandemic pandemic
get it while its not
in other knew's
mandatory house arrest
now open to the public

what ye mean ah good mon hard to find
all i did was propose to yuh left hand
and proposition yuh right hand
which preps daily yuh mannequin appearance
i luv so much geez louise it ain't me
it's both yall that's bought and paid for
don't go hating cause nowadays
a real woman hard to view as such

though knowing no one
truly serves ye except ye
to thwart self serving guise
ye must often acknowledge
what purpose ye innately serve

through existence of other
ye remain expendable
due demise of another
make ye accountable
another wake to follow
now ye of loss life
too live toward

ooh gawd another
outspoken moment
in this world
where everyone has
a doppelganger

ooh gawd ye look like me
though act like oneself
hence am i ye only
personality disorder

ooh gawd
counting sheep again
there oughta be a law
against killing time
to commit sleep

remedial feelings ascend punitive life
just as time fated nostalgia descend
without plight
ye we as be avow become beyond done

ooh gawd why was i not forewarned that once brink of consequential unsound been truly excepted not breached

that my living script would commence authenticity of timeless martyr or phenomenon though compelling yet outta focus knack or gift

once upon sublime chauvinistic host
lite wake reached ye absentee follower
whom bled though yet to bleed
whom led though yet to lead
whom lessen death pace to stay on rite path
whom bound world of man to knew word order

key does own lock
locked at bay
lock loosen key
freedom ye key
lock my disease
headway locked assure we

as i go there i'm at
where iv'e gone again
hence away been there
brung back not that
just whom never left
what matrimony set
til death does us part
i'll be going nowhere fast
though i'm periodically sent to Hades

social distancing either mark and mock
mankind known inability of invocation
ironically it's perfect insanity whence time doesn't matter
though ye of inexhaustible idle time be or is expected
to steadily conduct oneself, check oneself and play with oneself
knowing ye don't actually know oneself

hear ye hear ye tru enlightenment
first empower psyche to encumber lunacy
secondly enlist spirit to embrace self worth
though to not ensue mankind enable death
rather than fully exhilarate life

whence fate of amiss someday preoccupied
truly grasp what's destined someway
aligns unresponsive yesterday
though problematic resolve of present day

oh ye toss soul wrought sole
though lent end game not self serving
behold meld living script refrain of deserving
regulation dampen
what not mediate
might corrupt
hail ye of possess fate in wait

ooh gawd those spirited acolytes
harbor elaborate redeemable qualities
despite no half off coupon

yo mon prior to passing of time
ye enact means of killing time
yo mon in sync ye **** me
yo mon much like loss of time
ye dead to me
yo mon death binds my awaiting ye

well old well
well without whole
well of life kept soul

well ahead lies well being
well said as we'll foresee

though endless well
rot not well body sole

ooh well end well
this well what not

Striving though not feeling alive
Through restlessness
I'm closer to grave resort

Living though feeling buried alive
I constantly dig up dirt
With hope to uncover
My elusive dirt nap

Dear gawd periodically alive I'm loosing at living

been there yesterday
though iv'e done that
differ again tomorrow
so why bother with its burdensome loop today

because im a fated time addict of whom just cant help oneself some excluded days

Ooh gawd aimlessly headed upstream this day uproot slimy stepping stones
Unlike shockingly downstream view of untraverse mudslide

By gawd as small fry at length
though striving toward life success
through boney option
marks my determination to sooner or later measure up and succeed at life

Ooh gawd it be nor time which Upheave ye of below whom once strived to pave ole means beneath feet over bent knees

I don't have to believe though fated i do
I'm prone through precieve option not choice
I've felt via cognition that's not designed to feel
I take, seldom give ah **** inturn like most
i to wanna do more than dispute moment of conscious surrender
Until such I have it all though got nothing

to hail with ye
dah deeper dah bitter
what's not engulf that's sweet
flack life not jacked matters

Life tale wise once upon a time through sober relaspe
I started thinking of ill means to plunder wrought moment of life
Not noticing that mortality had pointed out my life

To live tomorrow die today
i'll be getting guarded

To drink from life
though not blink
at brink of life
i'll be getting guarded

To harbor not have
unlike to hold not had
i'll be getting guarded

To young going there
To old staying where
l'm just getting started

Dear gawd
Though less driven life moments may often distract me from feeling alive
hopefully I'll continue to muster gawdly ego to remind me that life how I wanna live.

Hear ye hear ye via secret meek technique
all talk no voice resolves again democrats vs rival bigot
                Hence my **** goes out to whom?

Dear gawd just between me and ye
As long as my breath set sail
it's constant shipping and handling
seems as vast as internal recycling water stream though until I gotta ***

Fudge cant sleep recycled utility in need of shrink wrap
Fudge cant *** a grip constant recollect asto whether ole perferered damaged (loss) pet carrier be any good toward containing lurking canine
Drats now time for routine fruit bowl fruit cake mixer
great timing just discovered suitable banna suit blend