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I push you away
But I want you to stay.
I ruin every good thing in my life.
If I asked, would you stay with me tonight?
You’re so beautiful to me
No matter what it is you see

Imaginary flaws and scars all too real
Make you cry and cut to try and feel

Nothing makes the pain go
And everything seems to make it grow

Left alone when you needed a friend
You tried to make your whole life end

They found you there upon death’s door
Laying, bleeding, on the floor

Then flashing lights and sirens’ wail
Told the world your dreary tale

You’re forced to verbalize, to tell
To speak about your private hell

Been taking the hard path all along
I know it’s hard but you’re so strong

But I can hold you; let you cry
‘Til every single tear is dry

And on that day is when you’ll see
That you’re beautiful not just to me
Written for a dear friend.
  Sep 2014 Cassandra Nicole Pelkey
R
Are some people just not made to love?
Are they simply unable or unworthy to love
Or to be loved?
It is truly sad if that is how it is. But sometimes loving everyone will only make you hate yourself more. Dear God, give me the strength to love those who seem unable to love themselves and/or others.
  Sep 2014 Cassandra Nicole Pelkey
L
Do you ever question why you are still alive?

*Stop.
...You'll forget to live.

**
Leigh
i swear
i didn't do this on purpose;
i did not talk to you on purpose
and i was not kind on purpose;
i didn't give you hope on purpose,
it's just who i am
i did not lose interest in you on purpose
and i did not leave you on purpose;
i didn't let everything go on purpose,
i didn't run away on purpose;
it's only who i am
and i have accepted it
perhaps you should, too,
because everything i did,
i did without a purpose
  Sep 2014 Cassandra Nicole Pelkey
Rj
Take my hand and let's just walk together,
Let's just roam the woods,
*And pretend we know what we are searching for
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