don't let it get to you
don't think about his hands
on your waist
and how the summer was too short
and that you wasted it
worrying about people who don't matter
and that you should have met him earlier
or about how you betrayed the one person
who trusted you
completely
don't think about how a year ago
everything was completely different
and you're not sure whether that's a good thing
don't think about how it's all your fault
that you've messed up these four years
don't let it get to you

is what i am
(and what you gave to me)

"I still love you, just wanted you to know that"

i've never sang my heart out
quite like i did
with you
never let myself go
because
even now
i am afraid
that you'll turn away

but i've never given
so much of myself
to anyone but him
or let someone so close

i love him
with everything i have
but i fell in love with you
too

it hurts to be the one who remembers
because it's easy to forget
when you can convince yourself
that there's something better waiting

it's hard when you think
what if there's not?

I've seen a thousand lives
Flash before my eyes
Before I've even lived one

you don't know why
but i'm sorry