You're like a shadow,
you stayed during our brightest times
and left during the darkest ones.
You didn't leave with a warning,
whoosh!
and you were gone.
You acted like we never happened.
Like you didn't even know who I was.
You threw me away
and stomped on the heart I gave you.
You were my world,
but I was just a cover up for her..
the girl across the room.
You laughed at my tears.
What happened to the person
I fell in love with?

Today,
The sound of your velvet voice
Send warm to my psyche,
The sound of your warm laughs
Send me back to the past.
To the happy times we had,
To the time I trusted you,
To the time you said you'd never leave me.
But,
You also trigger the chaos in my mind,
Sorrow that will haunt me for life.
Today I realized I hate you but I also love you.

She stares at a big framed picture hanging on the wall,
in awe and disbelieve of the beauty of the lady.
Words of praise flooding her mind;
She has perfect ivory skin.
She has red blood lips.
She has a beautiful body.
She has diamond hair.
She then looks at her living vessel,
comparing her haggard self to the lady in the picture; alive.
Wishing she is the lady in the picture when
a guy came and said, "I liked your picture miss." and smile.

I despise Friday, Saturday and Sunday
as much I hated Monday,
because of the desolation.
Now I love Monday and the other days
like I used to love Friday
because Monday and the other days
give me sunshine; you.

I'd be yours,
past, present and future,
I'm bound to you.
Is this love?

I still remember that night
when you're in despair
I came to you
to be your pill.

I'd be there,
always.
I'd wipe your tears,
I'd cuddle your pain away.

In your 4 walls,
we shared laughs,
we shared tears,
we shared stories.

I'm content
by your child like laughter,
your deep blue eyes,
your chestnut hair,
tho your heart is not mine.

We used to sit,
gazing the stars,
and I realized,
your face luminous the most.

I'll be yours,
forever
tho she kept your heart.