I feel like i'm inside a room,
with nothing to hear but full of fear,
hoping that I can resist my tear.

I'm wondering how things can be so complicated,
when all I did was to understand,
that there were things that you had,
with one snap now it's gone.

I'm wondering why people leave,
now i'm alone with nothing to feel,
still thinking why they broke the chain,
when all I did was to accept in anyway I can.

Am I still not enough,
why does it have to be this rough,
didn't you realize my worth,
why do you have to be this cold.

I'm tired of chasing everyone,
'cause i'm always being ignored,
it kills me when I chase you,
and you won't even take a glance on me.

I'm alone, I can feel the tear,
I don't know if I'll be able to hear,
and be able to throw this fear,
I'm in danger and I can't escape anymore.

I don't know what is worse:
Happy moments that can't be experienced again, or
The tragic memories we can't forget.

We don't hate the world we see,
we only loathe the society where no one can flee.
Ask for a cup of hot tea,
they'd judge you for not drinking a coffee.
Simple things, they'd make it as serious issues;
Serious matters, they'd pretend it doesn't exist.
Unknown people will always be ignored,
everyone knows their hardships, but no one cared enough to end it.
The popular ones have had their sufferings too,
I'm asking, why only them get the sympathy?
Aren't we all pretty?

If we never saw the sun,
Would we think the night is dark?

Or if we never felt hope,
Would we still feel such pain?

Don't bend at the rubble at your feet
Grey skies and dried blood will waste away
Time has kneeled over
The view, no sudden moves
The minor lift causes a greater fall....
Oh and angels have faked that night
Wings ripped and halos dulled
Lost
In the abyss
Abuse and alcohol
Cigarettes and smoke
Oh they fill her as well
Ghosts have poured sorrow in your void
The deeper the cut the more you feel
And the less you sense
Mindless hearts
Hold on tight
Grip your soul with all your worth
I know you've just been torn

*This isn't everything you are.