As I stare at these oceans and cities
And vast complexities,
I think
I know these algorithms create the pathways in your brain.
I know your mind can create space
I know that nebulas and galaxies
Are the day to day functions of the fusions in your mind
You are something so much greater than you settled for.

I wrote to tell you your eyes
Aren't quite blue
My mind isn't quite neutral
I am a tidal wave,
A thunderstorm,
I awoke your nightmares
You found sublimity in my chaos

I feel like you could scar me
Like I've never known an entire ocean
And I feel alone
I feel like my insides are made of cold water
And broken matter
I feel blue like I've never known.

There's too much air in your mouth
And you've got to fill it with something else,
So you fill it with the girl whose eyes are green and pale grey,
You fill it with her lips and her words
You breathe her in while she's still intoxicating
You let her fumes suffocate you,
You let your eyes wander from her
Alabaster collar bones
To her china doll skin.
She's unraveling you and you can feel yourself lifting up high, high, higher
You can feel yourself crashing
Down.

Does she know the static on station 100.7
Makes you anxious
Does she know we used to kiss in your parents basement?

I will awaken your nightmares.
I will be kind
I will be gentle
I will be the human touch that awakens your dreams

You're going to feel loved.
You're going to feel needed
You're going to become addicted
To the tight jeans and pale skin that takes you over
You're going to fall in love with my naked body and my naked soul
You're going to feel things

I'm going to make you feel better
And when I have to go
I will awaken your nightmares.

I am the peace beyond reason.