You were
          born
You
And nothing has
          Changed

My
    Wrists
Are
     Not
A
          Canvas

I'm trying to find the words
          To make you see
You're everything
          I'll never be

If you can't find a hand to hold,
Hold your own.
Your time will come.

I hope you learn how to say I love you and mean it
I hope you learn.
I hope you learn.
I hope you make it better for her,
I hope you remember you are not mine
And I was never yours -
And finally, finally
I'm ready to find
Exactly what I'm looking for.

A thousand times you tell me
You can't keep your hands to yourself,
You have to feel the opposing shapes
That make you fit in.
You have to remind me
(Remind yourself)
That you belong,
That you'll never be alone.

Well I don't mind being alone.
And you can take all the promises you made
And shove them down your throat,
Take everything you promised me,
Take everything you said,
Drown it in your drain pipes
And learn the meaning of goodbye,
Instead of I told you so.

I don't know what I want.
I want to change.
I want to feel a thousand things,
I want to feel everything at once;
I want to feel nothing at all.

I want to hold your hand

I want lazy mornings that last until dusk.
I want to run a million miles.
I want empty fields!
I want big cities!
I want towers and towers,
Taller than my doubts.
I want silent ghost towns,
I want emptiness,
I want to be whole.

I want to know you

I want to make things different.
I want to make things better.
I want change.
I want to stir hurricanes in the air above close minds,
And I want nothing less than to be contentious.
Silent and unspoken.  
I want to be part of everything,
Everything at once.

I want to belong only to you