All I ever wanted was your approval
Maybe I am sensitive, dramatic
But it's still constantly hurting me
So maybe get over you're sense of perfectness
And ******* love me and say I matter okay?

Hold me tight and never let me go
In this time that I want to be free
I want to escape from the cruelty of this world
If only God heared my plea so long ago
I might be free from harm and heartaches of this life
I might be at peace and no worries and doubts
I might not be like this just trying to be alive
While I am already dead inside -my soul, my heart.

I tried to recreate the memory you once confessed you loved
I just didn't expect you to confess you were in love
You have lost the weight I have gained
You have made new memories that layer over the only ones I own
How can I stand next to you yet feel so far from home