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rook Nov 2014
i wanted to compare you to the stars,
as i always have done,
and as i likely always will.
i wanted to describe the black hole of your pupils, the event horizon of your irises
and how on the other side of a black hole there is
(theoretically)
a white hole,
spitting things out as soon as they’re ****** in.
it’s true that you draw me in, you push me out, the cycle repeating:
wash, rinse, repeat.
it’s true that gravity drags me forward every time,
falling through your eyes
and even though i can articulate why you’re my europa, my solace, my escape from the devastating edge of the sun --
aren’t astronomy metaphors getting old?
you deserve so much more than that.

And so, back to the drawing board I go.
sdffd
  Nov 2014 rook
unwritten
she was a poet,
and he was her pen.
in him,
she always found words to write,
songs to sing,
thoughts to think.

he'd smile,
and kiss her softly,
and say,
"write me a poem."

and she would.
she'd put poe,
and whitman,
and shakespeare to shame,
and she'd write a poem that made his eyes water.

she'd compare him
to a rose with no thorns,
a book with no end,
a world with no poverty --
the things we all wish for,
but can never attain.

//

he asked her one day,
"what am i?"
and so she picked up her pen,
and began the usual:
you are the shining sun after a hurricane,
with rays that open the eyes of the blind.

but he stopped her after those two lines,
and said that this time,
he didn't want any metaphors,
or similes,
or analogies.
he wanted the truth.

and so on that night,
as he slept,
the poet picked up her pen,
and she wrote.

she wrote,
then thought better of it,
then started over again,
and this cycle continued well into the early hours of the morning,
until suddenly,
she wrote, frantic,
if i can't love you for what you really are,
have i ever really loved you at all?


this, too,
she thought better of,
condemning it to the trash.

the next morning the poet was gone,
her final work a mere two words:

i'm sorry.

(a.m.)
this is more of a story than a poem but i like how it came out so leave thoughts & comments please
rook Nov 2014
it's fine.
i'm an airy presence
a breath of maybe fresh air
probably not
just nothing
i might be dead already
a ghost
unseen and unheard
and maybe that's why
my parents never respond when i talk to them.
not that i deserve their ears. i deserve nothing.
rook Nov 2014
i'm digusting
i'm aboslutely revolting, in person
i seem smart
i seem worthwhile
i seem many things
but the truth is i am none of them
i am a thought
an illusion
an idea
when you remember something from your childhood and go, "Oh, that was great!"
and then you actually experience it again and go "oh, it actually wasn't that great. Why did I think it was in the first place?"
Yeah. That's me.
Some people are better imagined; up close, you see them as they truly are.
Awful.
rook Nov 2014
it is me.
i am the ruiner of fun.
i am the destroyer of all things enjoyable.
i am unwated.
i am unnecessary.
i am
actually -- i am not
i am nothing
i am not
i'm sorry i'm sorry just stop just go ujst im sorry
rook Nov 2014
silence
over the call
what is the point of all of this?
i can try to mute it, but i know
that i am afraid i will miss something.
even though i know that i already am ---
even though i know that it's already too late.
i lost.
why not mute myself? since i am unwanted
since all i am is an aggravation
why not mute myself? since i am a nusiance
since all i am is an inconvenience

and yet no one will tell me the truth
please
just please
telll me that you don't want to
tell me that you don't want to talk to listen to be involved at all
just tell me
and i promise you i will
be gone.
**** me **** m eu mcujf asiomme
rook Oct 2014
and the mission moves to completion
operation: move the **** on, weighing in with a heavy win
you clung to the very thing you hated with desperation
and you let go
you ******* let go and you won you finally won
you finally did something good for you
self destructive tendencies, lessen
excuses no longer made, just a quiet
detachment
because you don’t deserve this
you don’t have to feel like this
*you don’t deserve this
but it was the twenty fourth and that was excuse enough
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