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Butch Decatoria Aug 2017
"Life is a real
                           Dream Come True."
Butch Decatoria Aug 2017
Painting words

Floral and pining

With moral sense

Taboo flowery

When

You move me from within

When light through yonder windows

Seranade

I feel eternity

Escapade.

God, how you move me...
Butch Decatoria Apr 2021
Great loud words from The Word: Hatemonger's propaganda/ masses conditioned at Sunday mass: Faith weaponized./

Siren song: Sheppard: gathers his "flock" for worship: overacting full of words./
False prophets' speaking/ in tongues for Heaven?/

Filthy rich with sin: master of the mansion / on his plantation, ***** down south/ molesting innocents devout./ His money on his mind, he's full of
_ words./

Televangelist on HD-4K smart TV, now wide reaching, the preaching, most have bought into   it. Cost? Hollocaust of doubt and lost minds.
Faith now weaponized.../

(Evangelist)
Butch Decatoria Oct 2018
Long shadows greeting

The sun sinks walking our dogs

Star looking for Moon.
Butch Decatoria Jan 2017
The warmth of fire light
During cold starless nights
Wraps me as once you did
When we first romanced the stars
Naming them for each other
And for futures bright with hope...

The gray overcast and cold
Brine in the wind upon a somber beach,
Before and after the storm begins
And the rain itself heavy on the sand
Reminds me, even then, when
It is a lonely day

How beautiful to be
Delivered here, knowing touch
To be made real
By love
By your existence,
having been
Having held a  tiny moment

I see you

In the crest of the waves,
In the embers that spark to kiss the air
And the ashes of a once living
Branch of a tree
That I burned to stay alive
From the cold decrepitude
A melancholy like / on this rainy day
In the watery places of memory and emotions
I see how beauty blurs

Without you

I peer with one eye at paradise (spurned)
When everything is beautiful
Because of you,
I am sure
It is your love that makes it all
My
Shine.
My world.
(Inspired by a poem by Lena)
Butch Decatoria Nov 2020
I wonder how Trump must feel, losing his house,
Right about now families suffer the cold
I wonder if he’s familiar with empathy,
Fallen in apathies, feeling simply
This is what it’s like…

I tell my mother
That it’s bullying when they say **** like
“Might as well pack up now I’m filing for your eviction”
**** like that, in a time of COVID,
You must file with the Court for assistance.
I don’t need to tell my mother
How to fight the hatred,
Struggling to get by
One way or another,
This is what it’s like…
(Thy neighbor as thy brother?)


The caustic relationships we **** ourselves to have,
As we keep the dust swept under the rug,
As we’re drained of our chi, convince ourselves perhaps
It’s meant to be, friends to the end of our childhood,
I’m exhausted hoping that you’d keep your word
Adult friends learn common curtesy during
childhood, ya know

Now I’m grown and what I know is —
         There’s someone you know standing out in the cold
Waiting for the bus, close to midnight
And you’d rather drink and ****,
My apologies, I don’t do either, mothertruckers.
In the desert it’s a must to sweep out the dust
Last and final warning,
Cold waiting at the bus —stop...
Butch Decatoria May 2020
Each pupil can see, thoughts slow discovery,
X-y-Zedd to bed for busy zoo babies city restless
Itsy bitsy , web-weave Wired spider Spouts senses
Grieves the size queen who’s point is made moot
Unruly unlikely invited to big boy parties after school
Oddly the runt who leads the litter box crew
Undoubtedly a mini Me who triumphs over minds pitter-patter
Small world of wonderlands, cats, and mad hatters matter...
Butch Decatoria Jul 2017
Dolby Surround Sound
High Definition Wide-eyed...
How our lives should feel.
Butch Decatoria Jul 2017
Pay to spend your time
As Life becomes expensive
Illusions aren’t cheap.
Butch Decatoria Mar 2016
EXUDE.




Shine.




Brilliantly.




EXUDE.




     The strength of a thousand mountains with eons old wisdom.




EXUDE.




     Like an Oyster with its prescient pearl's opalescence that it *****. A gift?

     A necklace, a ring, beauty will sing so...




Shine.




Brilliantly.




EXUDE.




     Out into the world. The treasure-jewel that is you.




Precious gift / Light of life.




EXUDE.





Emanate.




                 Radiate.



                 Ooze.

All that is You.



EXUDE.
Butch Decatoria Nov 2016
When these days of ours given
mathematical geniuses astrological beasts'
likenesses - to predict a year's character,
which this moment is burdened with
upcoming supposed hardships

like oxen upon the growing fields
(though that animal has known nothing
but to tend its fruition of fertile soil)
we focus with worries interpreted to toil
upon dreading portents from paper place-mats

at East-Met-West dives, eatery-cafe-chinois-cheap
"Which animal falls on your birth year?"
Entertained for a few minutes' read
then emotions in currents associate
horned Two-Thousand-Nine with End Times

Leaving stuffed with after-taste of distractions
day-planner thoughts sifting preparation
and possible aftermath birthdays to come...?
Eyes half-minding the drive home
on interstates turn into a hybrid drone

blank face unflinching - a pondering on doom
wondering how soon?

When our days intersect and collide with each other
almost to the point of not noticing or fugued
Deja Vu - Hindsight blind
because we are engrossed in our daily grinds
disappointments, disillusioned in disbelief

where did that indistructable kid
with mischievous imagination go to sleep?
where did youth misplace its charmed slipper, flee?
Left it behind chasing after Midnight:
dragging and pulling pumpkin seeds with them, mice

hoping for another ballroom
dance with regal dream come-true,
a future prince choosing you - having endured
being good even in chimney soot
and life cat-naps at our desks

employment heavy on our weary flesh
fantasy consumed at lunch in an hour's time
forgetting and ignoring traffic
signs - bright stars or skylines,
eyes wide asleep in living, in sunshine

When our days become half awake
still wide asleep - our vision not quite seeing
how HD crisp beauty slows on dew
or love of life - in radio tunes imbue
days will fly like circus knives

on spinning victim sideshow act
knowing the truth is matter of fact
no better time to live than to feel your moment:
a drop of rain in your hand

Now
wake and be
where you stand...
Unedited original from my writerscafe.org page.
Butch Decatoria Apr 2020
She worries like a woman in love/ about losing him.
Butch Decatoria Sep 2020
Caducous leaf from the face
Of the great oak woods
Who’s breadth is our breath, green

One moment turns seasons
To barren earth, deplete without droplets
Tears after deluged prayers
Each word a falling leaf
Followed by many Caduceus’
White sheep of Scientology,
Wealthier by way of grief...

Caducous abacus quantifiable belief
Rather than mana
Dead presidents in the baskets
Sidewinding through the pews
Cadences of inner truths
Suits in caskets...

Whispering confessions tenfold
Asking for forgiveness, pay the toll,
Ulysses, Lee in the Collection till
Caducous, go, Atticus
Abacus masses, California fires,
They believe in another green

The falling leaves empires
Made it rain, “precious” is on stage.

Fall
Before reaching spring
Steel our heaving
Barren winters still
Landscape without Breathing
Plant your seed
Atticus
A Caducous Leaf
In August

Sunlight
Moments Afire
The length of love
Infinite among The stars
We mortals
In our Dark...
Night.
Retired

Too soon to sleep
We falling leaves
Whose breath is green...
Butch Decatoria Sep 2017
My love is like a river that flows up the mountain

And how my life rains on high, quenching the thirst

of death.
Butch Decatoria Feb 2017
1.
Cartoon characters
Fantasies of Superstrength
Bullied mutations.

2.
Dog-leash for bear cubs
***-less chaps for Furries' dads
Parade in Folsom

3.
Cosplay to Conmen
Dungeon to Dragon masters
Robbers at the bank...
Butch Decatoria May 2016
Sacrilicious science :
dissecting frogs
legs deep fried
(tastes like chicken)
when we try to fly
by the "secret"

wishing and insultations up
denying the absolutes
our eyes to see

the selfish flesh is heavy
karma like bone
and worship now a gathering moan
chaotic hush

and a bruha broom can
only give dust
its flight
the mind in fear
wears death and night

darkling battlefields
have already won
our ignorance its tasty pawn
indifference the after-dung

Sacrilicious science of sleep walking
purgatory fog / thick & dense
(are you?)

they prey our souls to keep
so be mindful of what you believe
or ***** to read

nutritional value : 0% sense
electrolytes of air
and no good deed goes...
like coyotes and roadrunners

VEEP! VEEP!

vicious cycles
acme roadkill Texas heat
hope that God still loves his sheep

when stupid nukes us mushroom / meals

sacriliciously spun
fatalistic
devils' heels...

(Yehaw Yahoo spurs and guns!)

Guffaw !
Sarchasm.
Butch Decatoria Jan 2016
Dungeness landscapes
fear, an abyss blindly swims
(but) in my thoughts you glow

A conflagration
in liquid skies where we bathe
minds, a light to see

As deeply precious
a breath that remembers you
soaring dark chasms

Dread at failing Love,
I give a drop in the pond
my life for Gaia...

A magic nation
love for water will not thirst.
Imagination.


In your thoughts I (will) glow.
Butch Decatoria Feb 2017
Dungeonous landscapes...
As blind fears swim the abyss,
In my thoughts you glow.

Minds with light will see
Love's liquid skies where we bathe
One conflagration.

As deeply precious
The breath that remembers you
Soaring dark chasms

Imagine, Dragon,
Love for water will not thirst
Life swims in wisdom.

Tho' I dread failing
I will give myself to you.
In my thoughts We glow


*(For love, life and soul,
It's better to always know,
To have not to hold.)
Butch Decatoria Feb 2021
Prelude to a vaccine :

The strangeness of things,
How odd that everything’s disconnected
Separation anxiety
How strange these days viral, pandemic,
How unreal
The behavior of some
So-called honor of some badge and gun…

Since from when this illusion began,
From out the mouths of men —first:
The falsities, misinformation,
Fraudulent fictions frenzied untruths
From out the mouth—Flew,
Flung out into the Blue, into
   /our intersecting lives

The Lies ricochet as chaos does
Darkened ripple effects, from Bad to bed then
Worse of all —it felt good Being on fire,
how’s it suppose to feel
For the liars?
Too many prisons, no one would do good,

How odd these peoples, surrounding us,
Breathing heavily,
—cough sneeze hiccup’d
All still strangers really, if only…

The darkness hides inside so well
One can’t tell when *******
Lies or infection hits
How strange this hell, devoid
Of fans
No one cares to give a ****.
What the Hells man?!
Butch Decatoria Jan 2017
To fashion a Home.
Warm comforts transcending trends,
Welcomes inner peace.
Butch Decatoria Sep 2016
An electric wetness tingles at the tips
of toes, pointed as the tips of me
tighten and clench...
     I try to focus on the sensations
my naked self easily distracted - I need
a mental picture to freeze into memory
a snapshot of me getting snatched up
     but I collapse on my back I relinquish
my hopes are high as the rest of my skin
beginning to rise in temperature
ears and face and pool of sweat on my chest
     all I can begin to hold on to
are the bed covers in my grip and feeling
so many feelings in places I did not know
existed, and how it all finally made a splash
     in the end - could not help but let go...
building up some soft inertia of skin in flux
rubbing these flints to spark this fire
that releases like liquid lightning
     and briefly the high feels divine to keep afloat
while I lay quiet to the world--just a ghost
this is the first time -- having felt alive,
"when I grow up I want to be (how it feels now like)"
     "The sky"...
Butch Decatoria Sep 2020
Families poor, most are quite similar,
Island girls, fish out of water, to be delivered
Looking for saviors at continental breakfasts,
Illegitimate legacies off shore, sailors deny guiltless.
Pining mothers turn mail order brides,
Instant family in the land of Milk and Flies,
Nearly always end in divorce, of course the poor stay
At the poverty line, it’s the great divide, unpaid debt.
Still, a third world country our mothers can’t forget...
When the word Filipinas is used, to signify both people and country as one. Salamat po Akong Filipinas! Cannot have a country without its people, or a people without a country. World Peace Now!
Butch Decatoria Jan 2017
Toasts! To the heavens!
Chrysanthemums igniting
New night's colbalt skies.
Happy Chinese New Year 2017.  Cockadoodle doo!
Butch Decatoria Jul 2020
Toasts to the heavens!
Chrysanthemums igniting
dark blue colbalt sky.
Butch Decatoria Dec 2019
Cheer in the heavens!
Chrysanthemums igniting
New year's evening sky.
Butch Decatoria Jul 2017
"Cheers!" To the heavens!

Chrysanthemums igniting

The night's cobalt skies.
Repost, happy 4th 2017.
Butch Decatoria Apr 2017
Can't

Describe you

To the blind

Best

Speak

for yourself.
Butch Decatoria Sep 2019
Selfies are fake
[pictures]
Without friends
Fish lips press send

“Who dat *****?”
Fake stars are dark
Black holes are
Singularity
Spheres

Selfies dine alone
If
Love is what’s up
Snapshots taken over
Acting
Strangers
Dangerous
Mice some men
Alien artifices
Non intelligence

Selfish faces of death
Shhh
It’s on trend,
Follow the material
Memento of wide webs
“Like ***! “
(B F F F)
Best fake friends forever!
Giggles hehehe!

Pick a profile pic
shoot shots snap!
Chatting with none of You’s

Selfies don’t say much
Not a photograph of true
But all burning men are liars
Walking pyres, deadhead to the end
Fish lips _ press send...
Butch Decatoria Dec 2019
We are jumping beans
in boxes, coffins, in bed.
The soul's Phoenix sleeps.
Edit. Repost.
Butch Decatoria Aug 2016
Here we lay flowers
where we bury our loved ones
close our eyes in prayer.

If heaven is Up,
and night sky so full of stars,
I will awe instead;

Wonder which one shines,
how bright the life that was you?
A floating lantern

With a lotus flame
Lift up in memory of
Amaranthine you.
Amaranthine - "Unfading, Undying"
Butch Decatoria Dec 2019
Here we lay flowers
where we bury our loved ones,
close our eyes in prayer.

If heaven is Up,
The night sky so full of stars,
I will awe instead.

Wonder which one shines,
how bright the life that was you,
A floating lantern

With a lotus flame,
Lift up in memory of
Love, Amaranthine.
Revised
Butch Decatoria Sep 2017
Do you follow what you believe,

A follower saves no one, praying for divine relief

Oh

"No body knows the trouble I've seen..."

Do your beliefs beg to follow steps toward

A heaven created by a collective fantasy

Human ministry

A reward for not doing

"Bad deeds"

The road to hell is paved...

Here

The wilderness and kindness slowly fades...

With Good intentions

Oh

I meant to, never was good @ dat

Do *** ****** do the dew

The deeds need done

All good ones...so

Believe or follow

No one

But true to thy self is true to all else

Shadows follow

Believe you are the

Sun....

Feed the needy everyday

With truth every way

Believing need not pray

And knowing

Builds our better days...

Life follows

The sun.
Butch Decatoria May 2019
Friends fake endearments written in yearbooks

Or until the reunion when age can’t pretend

Many attend only to feel better about themselves

One night to reminisce, pity accompanying  regret.
(Fear of missing out)
Butch Decatoria May 2017
Don't mistake the heart

As Thoughtful, when those in love

Are fools rushing in...
Butch Decatoria Dec 2019
Sir Purple Pickle
Hides his sticky in his boot.
At war in Chi'raq.
A Sticky is a ***** gun.
Butch Decatoria Dec 2015
Witches are *******
bald as the ditches
aflood with mud


Witches with itches
hiding their switches
go stabbing ****** blood


Witches unflinching
beware the Hand, clenching
it's the hour of the good


Comes comely from wishes
Mum's babies' light / kisses.
Ten Fold Law be done.
Blessed be, mothers and the earth.
Butch Decatoria Jun 2021
****-Ring (acrostic)



C inch the boys in their place,

O bjectified / at attention,  indecent proposition (pole position)

C rows those proud chicken hawks loudly

K illng the blood-flow - frozen still:

R idgid hoses, denying it any

I rrigation or relief

N either giving it room to breathe

G orged on ***,  in a pulsating noose...
Revised
Butch Decatoria Sep 2016
Her emblazoned kiss
consumes my wood its breathing,
fight her heat with rain.
Butch Decatoria Sep 2017
Fearless ageless

No darkness barking nightmares

In your beauty

Sleep.
Butch Decatoria May 2021
Freedom Cries
Latter tears
For all the lives that lie
Beneath Founding Fathers' Liberties its feared
Swept under rug
In white toupees, french rolls
Talcum powder white
Land of blood & milk & honey
All the earth bestowed by God
For He so loveth man
Genocide wipe out the indigenous
Seed
The native son's lost histories
The world wide invasion
Like a web

Problem is people is
The virus to nature's maturity
Under Founding Fathers'
Liberty.

Life's propriety made property.  
We're lost on the run
Ignorants in bliss. Hail capitalists, consumers injesting under the gun...
What the frack is happening
Running out of hacking breath
What father knows best
Can't outrun Death.
Sionara all the best, god bless...
Out of breath.
And Done.
Butch Decatoria Jan 2021
Jonesy punctures black
points in caves, great mother weeps
wells of poison rain.
Human Nature #11
Butch Decatoria Apr 2016
Jonesy punctures black
points in caves, great mother weeps
wells of poison rain.
Butch Decatoria Jul 2019
They cry turmoil thru my web-pages,
pages on pages of Tribunes and Suns and Times
and Quarterly

"Free Burma!"

it's all turkey and pig-latin to me,
just "dunno!"  like a dunce-capped miscreant,
inept ignorance

A kid
i wasn’t so great at geography then,
i got by before junior high.
Where-the-tarnished-nation is it?

"Free Burma!"

Notice the elephant in the room?
like a whale named *****
attempting to escape barricades
brothers of all of ours
engulfed in war
some ocean somewhere someone is dying;
notice that elephant in our laptops
ivory and blue tooth and i phones
telling me, showing us
to care
i do / want to
we should and we must
yes

"Free Burma!"

will i need to donate a dollar,
two, three? will i receive
a correspondence
of a child i am saving
a face of a country
i'm ignorant to...
           will it's big sad puppy eyes be
commercialized?

i am no less as educated for not
following the strife of thousands
   my own is as heavy here as an orca's leap

"Free Burma!"

what cage, bear or mouse trap
have they gotten themselves
and ourselves into?
if it's anything like Yayo or Martha
business
i have a better "good thing" to do

but if it is
like famines in Africa,
Mendelson, or Tibetan Monks
on strike with kung-fu skills
i will join U2,
(and if she's aware) with Oprah power
activate!
(fist to fist)
"i will be a well of spring-water!"
and she a holy cow, a worshipped saint

"Free Burma!!"

free water
free of fear
free everyone, i pray,
under this sky
wipe away all tears

free you of your worries
free of all chains
free of mines
free of lies and borderlines.

Free to be
together
free to live and choose to see

A planet a place
A peace

"Free Burma!"

Freedom
as one
community.

For you, for me.
Home.
Free...
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