Hand me back my crutches
my limp has returned

Nevermind about the flowers
my eyes will water them still

Alas...
He resembles the tide.

Always receding
Faithfully returning
In a constant cycle
Forever ongoing.

HA!
I've colored my hair
Perfect elegance
I promised I'd never ruin
But we all break
Promises, I mean

Would you like me to define
The word forever?
I'll frame it for you
So you constantly see

That you broke your promise...
Your promise to me

Spring doesn't feel right without you
You're supposed to be here too

Welcoming the grass back
Calling the cool air to our skin
Listening to the same trains hustle by
Seeing the same river run its course

You're supposed to be here too
And I'm supposed to be with you

I won't stop writing of you
Because words are lasting
As lasting as our love
And the memory of our hug

I JUST WANT TO TEXT YOU
I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU
THAT I MISS YOU
THAT I WANT YOU
THAT I CANT DO IT
BECAUSE I NEED YOU

I hate what I've become
I hate how much we loved
Because it ruined me
And I'll always love you
And I know you will too
SO WHY ARE WE DOING THIS?!
I haven't a clue