Why don't you see the monster within?
My god, just look at my sins.
Why don't you listen, do I have to scream?
Just let go of your ludacris dream
I've become far worse than bile
Take a look at your ******* denial
I'm a little disease
I'm too hard to please
Spit in my face
I'm such a disgrace
I'm a stupid ****
I can't look in the mirror without feeling disgust.
**** my libido, wouldn't you know
It's done nothing but cause you pain and woe.
I'm a perfect actress, to have lead you on so well.
God I hope you can get out of this hell...

Hello baby, take hold of my hand
Let’s dive into your sea of lies
Kiss me, mislead me, **** me with your eyes
Oh my love, it’s your face that I despise.

Come on, Darling, show me how you never loved me
Open your eyes let those cold blues hypnotize
You’re sending messages across the sky
Honey, things are starting to polarize

Beat me, leave me, come back and steal me.
Wrap your hands around my neck and squeeze me.
Hey sweetie, **** me…
You know how much you mean to me.

You’re controlling the ride, let’s do it or die
Your touch is starting to burn
And to acid your lips have turned
Hey baby, show me how I’ll never learn

Hey babe, you hate to see me cry,
But you know you do it all the time
I’m gonna let you have my trust
And you betray me with your lust

Beat me, leave me, come back and steal me.
Wrap your hands around my neck and squeeze me.
Hey sweetie, **** me…
You know how much you mean to me.

Oh you know how I love you
Oh I know how you love too
Put the knife up to my throat
You’ll never read the words that I wrote

Beat me, leave me, come back and steal me.
Wrap your hands around my neck and squeeze me.
Hey sweetie, **** me…
You know how much you mean to me.

I can’t stop thinking; the thoughts won’t go
All of these memories make the nostalgia grow
You see these sad blue eyes of mine?
They’re longing for you all the time.

You see, for you, I want to be pretty
However you’re gone, it’s such a pitty.
Hold me please? Say something to me?
I’m tired of being so ******* lonely.

I think it’s time to fall asleep
Can you please love me, just in my dream?
Come back, come back, that’s all I want…
I know that’s asking quite a lot…

It feels like waiting for the phone to ring.
I'm waiting for your call.
I'm waiting for it all.

This hole in my chest, it won't quit bleeding.
I need to hear your voice.
I need to hear some noise.

I'm waiting for the world to end.
The phone won't ring.
The phone won't ring.

It's all wearing off, the pleasure you'd send.
I thought I saw your face.
I thought I felt your embrace.

There's dust where my heart should be.
My ribcage is empty.
My ribcage is aching.

I'M ALWAYS WAITING, WAITING, WAITING!
WAITING TO HEAR THE PHONE RING!
BABY I'M WAITING FOR YOU TO CALL!
HONEY I'M WAITING FOR YOU TO SAY IT ALL!

I'M WAITING FOR THE SCREAMS!
I'M WAITING FOR THE SERENE!
WAITING FOR "I LOVE YOU".
WAITING FOR "I HATE YOU".

I'm waiting... but the phone will never ring.

The notes of the songs we heard are falling like rain.
They shower me in nostalgia and pain.
The poison filled memories won't bleed out.
The words you said keep screaming so loud.
And you...
What you said was absolutely true.

There's a monster in my mirror that pushed you away.
I'm sorry I couldn't keep it at bay.
Lets ask each other questions and tell no lies.
Maybe then you'll see all the love in my eyes?
Haunt my dreams and slice me apart.
It's impossible to stitch back my heart.

This sudden change has made me sick and sore.
God how I wish I didn't need you anymore.
Let me go and I'll free fall through traffic.
I want to scream in your face but you're holographic.
Come back and pick up this mess!
This mess you've made in the whole of my chest!

And I don't think you realize, just what's been done.
I'm ******* sorry you weren't having any fun.
Love me in my dreams, because you hate me out here.
Watch me never wake up, it's not like you care.
Put your hand to my chest, can you feel my heart race?
It's racing like yours did, it's matching the pace.

It's pounding so hard, it'll pop out of my skin.
Exposing the desolate world within.
Come creep in my head, let's crawl into bed.
Why don't you beat me till i'm black, blue, and red?
I'll hide in my pillow as these tears turn to glass.
Just show some affection, that's all I ever asked.