Today I went past mine old childhood school,
Where thine rules weren't cruel,
But only to educate ones senses,
Yet at a childhood thought,
What can one truly learn?
I passed many turns as old homes had new color,
It seemed strange,
For at that moment ,
I remembered again!!
I remembered I felt trap,
Beyond meakest of words,
Mine screams unheard !
As I remembered looking out the chariot window,
The darkmist sky's overhead,
I felt so dead in this human vessel called thus body,
I had no nerve medication to call me,
But realism blasted me as a clot to thine head,
Was I already dead?
Or remembering a past life?
Where everything felt right,
Not in physicality form!!!!
Mine breathe was torn,
The chariot moved past old bushes and trees that still linger,
For they've been there longer than me,
To thine village misery
Of household citation and diversion!
Pure/intermission had balanced me!!!
At that moment was mine own mother on the left,
I felt in mine chest,
A spirit ready to break from his prisontary hold,
For like a movie I felt mine soul staring out these church stained windows we call eyes,
An thus during that ride everything seemed to be as in dying
As our creator replays your life before you!!!
I knew inside I had more capability,
In spirit form than mine flesh,
I wanted caress but only felt a sting!!!
No heaven here,
No queen,
Just philosophies man made in image,
I saw ghettos today,
Liquor stores to every corner!
A mortuary called thy hospital!
We all pay a visit to!!!
I saw windows with rooms,
In those rooms with sickly people,
In their place a quiet church steeple ,
Where all shall confess!
I felt mine nest was not here, or anywhere humanly,
I remembered,
I was born for something else,
For doth this soul melt?
Until I can exit,
A life painless and restless,
I'm ready for highs not made by leaves,
Not induced by teas,
But natural spirituality,
In gods own image!!!
At that moment I remembered,
I was watching the world pass by,
Incased in my human coffin......