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 Aug 23 bitter lover
Pierce
You may be sorry, but I’ll never accept it.
You may be tired, but I don’t want you spending your remaining energy feeling bad for me.
I’m always yours, and that means that I’m always here.
It’s not a problem for me to be your everything, I’m just returning the favor.
Don’t let your heart bleed for me, let it rest with me.
This was originally a response, but I thought it might be better a bit larger, it’s an important message.
 Aug 23 bitter lover
Pierce
I can’t be there today
I understand
I’m still here anyway
Ready at a moments notice to offer a hand

You wonder why I’m here
But doesn’t it make sense?
I wonder why you’re here
Yet we know the answers

I’m sorry I can’t write more
But you don’t want to hear that
You want to hear anything I’ve said before
Don’t worry-I’m still intact
 Aug 23 bitter lover
Pierce
I miss you
I’m trying to be strong
But it’s really hard
Not to worry you or anything

I don’t want to be here
Or anywhere
Unless I’m talking to you
I miss you
I’m worried, I’m afraid, I’m without
 Aug 23 bitter lover
Pierce
But I still love you
 Aug 23 bitter lover
Pierce
This time was different
I tried to make you stay
Maybe we’re still the same
But something changed in me
 Aug 23 bitter lover
Pierce
I didn’t expect to ever cry reading your letter
Especially not this soon
It’s too soon
It still smells like you
 Aug 23 bitter lover
Pierce
I drove to school
With a smile
Not wearing one
Just living one

What did you do to me
Can you keep it up
 Aug 23 bitter lover
Pierce
Is it too soon
To sit here thinking about you
Is it too soon
To have my anxiety drift away
Is it too soon
To cling to your words like a necessity
Is it too soon
For life to finally work right
And is it too soon
To miss you
I want to love you so bad.
but between all these entangled fear and insecurities lurks these grief and anxiety..
and there I was — sitting in the middle. Cradled by this fortress I made.

Believe me I’m dying to love you so bad..
But forgive me love..
that I hate myself
so much
more than I could ever love.
 Aug 23 bitter lover
Pierce
Message me
Spam me
Let me know about your day
I can’t get enough of what you have to say

Don’t stop now
You’d make me frown
Or would you
Considering you make me anew

Anyway
I want to hear all the words you can say
In every combination
Even about tariffs and inflation!

Don’t stop now
You make me proud-
Proud to be the music boy-
Proud to be YOUR music boy
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