Some of us know.
Some of us don't.
If you hate me?
Question yourself why?

Is it because of my success?
Is it because of my failure?

Is it because of my confidence?
Is it because of my weakness?
If you hate me?

Many of us never know until it's too late.
And many times, it's over the smallest things.

Is it because of my promotion?
Is it because you didn't try?
Many of us hide behind various alibis.

But truth does lie in, if you hate me?
Question yourself why?

Mistakes happen all the time
you learn and grow

Someone never really knows until
they reach a point in their life
where it all unfolds

Pointless arguments
little scuffles
or huge quarrels
can lead to
unfolding corners
and new chapters

So its time to say goodbye, goodnight,
and wish you a farewell
because it's time for a
fresh start
new chapters
and clean paper

First
Love
Yourself

I want a guy who falls in love with me harder than I fell for him
I want him obsessed with me, but not in a creepy way

I like love letters
(he might write me love letters)

I like physical touch
(he might hug and cuddle me)

I like to be reminded that I'm loved
(he might tell me he loves me every day)

I like to watch movies
(he might watch all my favorite movies)

I like to read
(he might read all my favorite books and get me new ones)

I like flowers
(he might buys me flowers)

I like sleep
(he might take naps with me)

History may repeat itself
But so do my words:
"I'm fine."
A lie I've perfected over time.
The truth?
I've been lost for a while.

You have nothing
to apologize for.
Don’t you see?
It was me—
I opened the window,
I opened the door,
I fed the hope
of a love

—something that will never happen.