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348 · Sep 2014
in time...in time...
betterdays Sep 2014
in times, long gone
to the books of ...
once upon memories,

she was,
a princess beautiful
and he,
a hero dashing and bold.

and they,
made adventures
of everyday things...

breakfast,
a sight to behold,
with armies,
of bread solidiers
waging an egg war
and maple bacon,
hors d' oeuvres,
breaking down,
pancake castle doors.

they,
played at history,
through out
the day,
creating mystery,
along the way
and after a dinner
of an inspirational stew.

they,
practised romance,
the whole night too.

they,
were young of heart
and wise of mind
but in one instance,
oh! so very blind.

because they,
forget one thing....
one very important thing...

they,
left the real world behind.

so now,
trapped in wonderous
fantasy....

they,
crave, with mindless,
intensity
a small glimpse,
of reality
to give balance,
to the fantasy.

that has now,
become a far less,
tantalizing thing
and is now,
more like a toturous,
slow closing...
neck ring.
stifling, all life,
causing,
no end of strife
in a world....
far less.... perfect,
than first thought,

this is the world, that
boredom wrought...
now, slowly come undone
now slowly, come undone
now slowly come, undone.
betterdays Aug 2014
does the shell empty on the sand
mourn the loss of it's former inhabitant
does the pebble in the dry creek bed
wonder if the mountain misses it
does the feather on the ground
wish fervently for just one more flight
and the seed long for light

amd have we as human forgotten
to think simply
to turn our face to the morning sun
do we longer remember
how to become one,
with nature
and learn of it's quiet grace
and acceptance of order and place.

and await joy with the expectancy
of an egg about to hatch...
344 · Jun 2014
godsuite. (#5)
betterdays Jun 2014
sparrows and fieldmice memorandum from above all small things matter
344 · Jul 2018
game night....
betterdays Jul 2018
god it's so cold
heart impoverished
by grief
beggar at this feast
toes like ice
head full of mice
running  the race
of larger bretheren
while chattering
glory hallelujah
my joint cry fowl
my heart yowls
at an indifferent moon
salt water slurry
cascades down my cheeks
first day of the week
already i have wandered
too, too far off the track
down the valley of bleak
beaten down, weary
blue and black
cold weather blues
blacking my brain
like foul smelling soot
from a fire with no heat
need to find  warmth
for my heart to beat
need to switch songs
not rinse lather and repeat
spare a kindness, maybe a smile
my mendicant heart
so needs a boon...
god it's so cold
alone in this room
filled with others
all just the same
all are players in
this gam of life and loss
bereft....be it's name
344 · Aug 2017
given in love
betterdays Aug 2017
you bring to me
your offering
of  love

you place it gently
upon my sleeping breast

and the retreat
to the chair in the corner

and sit, content
to wait til I awake

you watch me
with eyes
full of  adoration

hoping your token
will be sufficient
and bring praise

i awake....to find
a dead mouse
on my chest

in shock
i scream
long and loud
i do confess

you are confused
this is you best
you bring to me

and i yowled  at it

you slink away
thinking these
human things
are difficult
to please

next time
i must bring
a baby rabbit
back to the nest
our newish cat...has started bringing in his kills, firts it was bugs and snails, then little lizards, on the weekend the lovingly present mouse....this afternoon on the kitchen floor a rabbit kit......
...he now has a collar and bell....and we are looking into a cat enclosure..
the force seems to be strong in this one.
343 · Aug 2017
sunny.....
betterdays Aug 2017
sun breaking the horizon
in a golden orange hue
promising another
unseasonably warm
winters day

i stand in your doorway
catching those last moments
of small boy dreams
the liitle tuxedo cat
creating eternity at my feet
his motor putt-purring away

in the kitchen eggs are scrambling
and coffee is being poured into large cups
by the aging surfer dude, who has already
been down to commune with the sea

i call to wake you and as your eyes open
you smile, the cat abandons me
to sail into your arms a frenzy of love
and whiskers, you laugh and laugh

today...is going to be a good day
343 · May 2014
i shall not want
betterdays May 2014
i shall not want,
for love today.
that smile
and smakeroo kiss,
shall see me through.

i shall not want,
for a smile today.
that cheery wave and stumble hop,
that made your floppy hat,
fly and drop back onto your curls.
will have my smile, all day unfurled.

i shall not want,
for a place to be, for,
in your heart, i will nestle
and although,
we will be apart.....
i know you too,
are secreted,
in my drumming space.

my little man ...
i do not want...
i have my desires
all answered by you
and your sire too
342 · Jul 2014
first class
betterdays Jul 2014
they come,
noisy and jostling,
to the first class.

their breath's
misting in,
the cold crisp air.
as they enter
and disrobe,
unwinding scarves,
removing jackets
and shoes.

to stand,
lithe, limber
and youthful before me.
ready to perform.

and i feel....
                  so...
                       ...old and tired.

as i watch them,
twist and turn,
their young bodies,
into shapes,
that are but,
a hazy memory,
for me....

and i will admit....
i am both,
downright jealous
and a little bit sad....
as the class continues.
must sign up for yoga and
pilates again...
342 · Jun 2014
little miss sadness.
betterdays Jun 2014
memories of hope,
reside in the glacial
crevices of heart.

she awaits the sun,
with no expectation
that it will come.

she remembers,
the days of daisy chains
and carefree love.
eons back,
across a barren plain.

she sits, on splintered
dreams
and washes her face,
with salty tears.

she waits for her life
to change,
for her ship to come
but she has never sent,
word for one.

she sows, sorrow
in her fallow fields
and harvests,
dust and fearful longings.

she is, the muse,
of those come undone
she is, mistress to those,
unraveled and unraveling

she is, loneliness incarnate.


she sits, on the cherry red
bar stool, in the corner
nursing, a  ***** martini
and waiting for her prince
she has been waiting for
a long time..... since...
writing exercise...
341 · Oct 2014
as to the lack of mirrors
betterdays Oct 2014
i know
i am beautiful
i feel it in my heart
express it through my art
and catch that self same
knowledge
when i gaze into my lover's
eyes

thus i have no need for
mirror's and their petty lies.

i know i am original
a masterpiece of anatomy
the placement of my
***** ******* and thighs
won't ever be the same
as yours,or hers, or his,
but i love the way i am made
and in that acceptance
of the makers mark
i feel that i am wise

thus i have no need for mirrors and their petty lies

i am original
i am beautiful
i am wise
i am a women
not prepare to
compromise
her love for self
by listening to lies.
340 · Aug 2016
moving through....
betterdays Aug 2016
given time
the edge of grief blurs
becomes a blunt thing
no longer sharp glass
cutting away at the soul
but more of a bruise
that one learns to live with

given time
every step does not
cause the dust of memory
to rise and choke the walker
bht becomes a fragrance of
day past, that  you catch when
the wind is right...

given time
the words spoken
by well meaning friends
have come true..
and seeds of a new life
sown in fields of grief
flower and give fruit

given time ...given time
340 · Jul 2014
taste the sun
betterdays Jul 2014
you came home, the other day
blessed, with a boon
from a friend's market garden.
the first
strawberries,
of the season

sweet little ruby jewels,
kissed by the sun

how we feasted,
we selfish two
popping those lovlies
past pursed lips,
to crush the flesh
between the tongue
and teeth
letting the juice
run..
down..
the back..
of our throats.
grinding the seeds, macerating the flesh
in a ****
of ****-sweetness
and
afterwards
we
kissed,
nibbled,
and ******,
the last taste
from each other's
lips, chins, fingertips.

...and that led ...
                       to other..
                       ...un-writable..
                                              fun.
340 · Dec 2016
no longer
betterdays Dec 2016
no more does my mother knit
half finished scarves, tea cosies
and tiny shell like booties
sit in forlorn piles
awaiting a hand that
is no longer deft
or interested

her conversation is now not
accompanied by the soft rhythmic
clicking of needles, tapping away
we are no longer halted in questions
by the phrase"just let me finish the row"

now, pattern books are filed away
wool paased on to others for their projects
groups of women no longer gather

my mothers hands lay idle and listless
in her lap, finger bent and curled
in painful submission  to age

she is some how smaller, diminished
as tho the k itting needles gave her strength
to battle to stand stoic, against the tides of misfortune
that battered the island that was her life...

my mother no longer knits
and in me that creates a sadness
that is deeper than words explain
and often as I sit with her
I long to here that rhythmic clicking
that was the back ground to my childhood

knit one purl one.....
My mother who has knitted since she was eight years old, is now unable to....at age 86...
and in declining health....I find this so sad
339 · Nov 2014
new order #5
betterdays Nov 2014
carry within hope

it will be a lantern, bright

for the darkest path
338 · Apr 2014
titled
betterdays Apr 2014
baby....
i don't own you.
but .....
i  have been granted
a 99 year,
freehold lease.
338 · Apr 2014
tommorrow
betterdays Apr 2014
tomorrow has enough joy,
if only we are able to see it.

tomorrow has enough love,
if only we are brave and reach, to embrace it.

tomorrow has sorrow
if we choose to face it

tomorrow has anger
if we choose to engage in it

tomorrow is today
with different clothes on

we much choose;
be it
friend, foe or stranger,
we sit opposite,
on the train,that trundles
ever on,
toward life's
final destination.
337 · May 2018
and the lily of the valley
betterdays May 2018
wrapping fine bone china
in yesterday's news

memories float like dust motes
sweeping across my mind

so many years of husbanding
the china cabinet
only for it to remain behind

her precious china
dispersed to grandbabies
now soon to be newlyweds

newsprint smeared on noritake
and wedgewood, tears on eyelashes
and the lily of the valley tea set
witness to it all...
starting to pack my mothers collection of china for her grandchildren..harder than i thought it would be...
337 · Jun 2018
meet and greet
betterdays Jun 2018
the puppy,collie dog
all squirm and energy
just wants to makes friends

the little devon rex
all hiss and spit
is overwhelmed
and retires
to the top of
the bookshelf

the dog tries to follow
but as we all know
dogs  cannot climb
and just pulls  books
down upon himself
with a loud clattering sound

the devon rex
becomes a dervish
racing around the room in circles
vocalizing terror and indignation

this went a whole lot differently in my head
we have a foster puppy, we did all the right things, introduced them  through closed doors over a week ....ten days...they got to the point where they where sleeping back to back with door in between... b.f.fs.....the cat purring, then brought the dog in on leash all good... then let dog off leash and this... so back to puppy love through french doors for now...sigh
336 · Sep 2017
bless that mess
betterdays Sep 2017
the odd sockery
do but mock me
as the lego bits
grind the bones
of my heels
faintly i smell
old orange peel

toys, stuffed pell mell
into ye old treasure chest
the piece of three weeks old pizza
you ain't ever gonna unring that bell

favorite teddy at rest on window sill
looking far from his best
and in his snake-arium, lies bill
the blue tongued lizard lazy and still
on the shelf beside, the books
of the boy wizard,
the one with the glasses

the bed barely passes
the status of made
and in the nooks
his father created
all sorts of findings
and keepings and
thingamabobs are laid

bless, in the corner a beanbag, sags
with the weight of my world
and his book bag, all snuggled up
with the tuxedo cat, whose motor purrs
like a harley cruising on by

the room a catastrophe,  in it's early stages
but  at the sight of them my ire disengages
and i stop still and thank the stars in heaven
that these two are mine, that they are happy
and safe and incredibly fine

sunday afternoon in the burbs
somewhat, wonderfully sublime
336 · Oct 2014
please leave us something
betterdays Oct 2014
¤ i borrow a snippet of a thought from ezra pound
and repurpose it...
to make a mothers plea...

..is it not time for us,
to remember how....
"to be men.... not destroyers"

so that we can give
a world .....
somewhat intact,
to those in the  following generations

is it not time....again
¤ i must admit i am not really aware of the context of the quote from pound, in italics ... .i just read it while looking for poem prompts
and it gave no poem...just the name.
but thought it apt, in light of
recent world events.
in saying this .... i do not condone the action of ISIL
nor condemn the reaction
to them.....
335 · Jul 2017
he lays sleeping
betterdays Jul 2017
he lays slumbering
tho the sun be bright

on hand grasping linen
the othe out of sight

he lays sleeping
not a care in the world

his face unfurrowed
his hair disarreyed curls

he is handsome
and beautiful too

unrazored cheeks
closed eyes of a green blue

his chest broad and deep
rises slowly in his sleep

all that mars this perfect scene
are the shuffle snores
as he dreams, little bulldozers
at busy work, chug-chug- chugging
driving me beserk

he lays sleeping, i do not
unfortunately this happens
a lot

he wakes refreshed
i wake cranky
mine is the last laugh,
the best revenge
this morning, no hanky
or panky...
334 · Jun 2019
bloom's last kiss
betterdays Jun 2019
you are the last of
this years frangipani bloom's
the wide green leaves
of your tree,  are already curling
grey brown upon themselves
to drop dry and rattling to the path
leaving the wrinkle of dead man's fingers
to winter alone

but you are the tree's
final salutation, one last hurrah
waxed cream and butter beauties
that you are....

summers kiss, happiness in
one bloom,  your esscense
fills the room with sunshine and grace.

now you scant few are the last
of the frangipani bliss
you are as the night grows cold.
as the days grow shorter
the last zephyrs  of  fragrance
whispering fond farewells

you are summer's last kiss
one of  gentle memories
blown about by summer's breathe
331 · Sep 2017
water's edge
betterdays Sep 2017
the waters edge
is where i stand
feet sinking slowly
in the golden sand
water is ice in a
white lace hand
salty tears from
a far off land

sun is bright
and warm is air
breeze is light
just ruffling hair

off in deeper places
dolphins play and
win races against
the curling waves

surfers sit awaiting
water graces before
leaping walking on
surf and slimline pieces
of wood and fibro foam
artfully worked into boards
of about three paces

whales swim along
the water roads
occasionally
showing age old faces
and fins and tails
in the dance of ages

birds fly high
on wind planes
dipping and diving
in order to gain
greater speed
better angles
to spear down into
water tangles
coming up with
dinner or not
spreading wings
again seeking the aloft

at waters edge
where i stand
mountians have been
broken down into sand
horizons quiver in the sun
somewhere day is starting
somewhere day is done
and still the waves seek the shore
and still the water always wants more
331 · Apr 2019
they made me
betterdays Apr 2019
they made me
from a soulful longing,
a sad desperation..
of hopeful reincarnation

they made me
after a birthday celebration
once the wine was drunk
the cake eaten,
the other kids bedded down
they clambered into bed
to make a baby girl

they made me
to replace my oldest sister
born too early, too blue, too still

they made us all to replace her
but the next two, came as boys

so they made me
their last try,
a rhesus baby
requiring three months bed rest,
coming three weeks early
a girl, that solved nothing

when,
they made me
they made hope,
a fragile seed
for a family tree
gloriously completed

but it was not to be
i could not compete
against the phantom branch
whose life mere seconds long
held the potential ,
i could never have achieved

they made me,
i destroyed them....
not with intention
or malice, not with
action or word,
but by being compared
to a figment of a happy time.

by being flesh and blood
with failings and faults

they made me
they hated  me
they loved me
they made me

I love them still...
Napo Wrimo 2019 Prompt Write an origin story..
331 · May 2017
the smell of hay
betterdays May 2017
the lazy boy recliner
a soft green suede
the colour reminiscent
of hay grass a day or so
after cutting

rubbed to a shine
on the armrest grips
stil peachfluff soft
at the back

her place of comfort and rest
her throne after a hard day
her craft nook, library
and front row seat to
film and sporting events

it was a gift given by
three grateful children
on her retirement
after years as a single parent
working eight hour days
and then coming home to mother
three unruly creative, bickering children
it was a thank you for so many things

all her grandchildren have been
told stories, sung to, snuggled, loved
in that old lazy boy.....
the oldest is now  twenty five

it has her smell of lanolin and roses
apple shampoo and eucalyptus  drops
peppermint knee rub....it has been imbued
with these scents and the memories that they carry

it is of no use now, she has gone upmarket,
in the nursing home she has a tapestry lift chair
that helps her sit and stand, it smells of antiseptic spray

I cannot bear to part with the old green lazy boy
it has too much of my mother in it's seams
somedays there is more of her is in that old chair
than there is in the woman that sits in the tapestry one

for now green  chair sits in my office, gathering books
330 · Jul 2017
the fragrance of books
betterdays Jul 2017
the tip of my toe
kisses the edge of the door
causing it to swing closed
displacing the motes of dust
so that they dance with abandon
in the shafts of light
and the smell of old books
rises with them, that smell
that takes me to so many places
and  I smile as  I remember
all the friends I made with
make believe faces.

how they shaped and moulded me
those writers of old, how they made me
curious and bold, taught me to question
what I was told, entertained  me not once
but ten- fold ten, way back when, I was a child
bright but shy, my paper bound friends
gave me a reason why. and sometimes how
to turn the page and find the next chapter

the dust settles and the fragrance diminishes
but the smile remains....remembering the,
then, sitting in the now....watching my friends all
taking their bow....before fading back into
the recesses of my  mind..
328 · Jul 2017
bee song
betterdays Jul 2017
the bee's hum loud in my soul tonight
you sit there oblivious, caught up
singing lovesong lullabies to the golden child
but later when he is sound asleep
we be making honey, soft sweet and luscious
that's the beesong, lovesong  I be hearing
as the bee's hum loud in my soul tonight
328 · Jun 2018
soup and tissues
betterdays Jun 2018
it is the season of soup
and tissues here.....
after two weeks of drizzling
and driving rain

each sentence is punctuated
by a sneeze or a sniffle

hoarse voices whine
and whinge beneath
doona mountains

we all look like we have
wrestled with a yeti
and lost

meanwhile the washing piles up
the bins fill with sodden germy tissues
the chemist smiles with glee,
each time we enter his store
and the tuxedo rex runs from bed to bed

from red eyes and cotton filled head
i write this seasonal report
hoping to see the end of flu season soon
327 · Jul 2017
by the light....
betterdays Jul 2017
moths play tag with the porch light
creating a soft jazz shuffle
unbeknownst to them
it is their  60 watt opus

as the fine brown dust
glitters down....and they lose
the rhythm, a dying of the, by the, light

in the harsh morning light
the small pile of carcasses
tattered and folorn
remind us...all dreams
have costs attached...
326 · Mar 2017
antiquated
betterdays Mar 2017
small, mean,of a frigid mindset
you sit on your pile of obscure knowledge
like some old decrepit dragon

where is the joy, the love


harsh words and scathing looks
you wonder why few come to sit
at your feet

where is the love, where is the joy

you are a breed dying,
simply for wont of trying
something new and different
once the golden child
now you are dressed
in dullard's clothes
and atop your pile
of worn out woes
you sit, a caricature
in a defensive pose

having lost the love,  the joy

your opinions are outdated
and put simply ...on the nose

retire gracefully...
before you are bulldozed
like an old statue
whose point and meaning
nobody knows..

your time and place
has been and gone
for god's sake
realize you are
an antiquity
and move on.....
have been struggling with antiquated ideas and teaching methodologies...and those who own them... so it is here my frustration is given vent....so at work i may be civilised and respectful...most of rhe time
325 · May 2014
notes from a far better pen
betterdays May 2014
a bird,
in flight,
caught between
heaven and earth
set on outstretched wing
with radient sunset behind
now that is poetry to soothe

                          a rattled mind.
324 · Apr 2014
a moment of......
betterdays Apr 2014
forgive...... me ........all
.....for not being  .....
                         present
my mind is  .......... else ...where.....other...wise...
....occupied......
............with.­.......a ......myriad
of.....things......all...bright
...................&.....shiny
.......needing......
                         my attention...
so pretty........so shiny......
therefore......i ...am ...unable
......to......concentrate on
anything ....much.....
...right now...........
bear with me.... this is...but
a moment...of
                  ......nothingness.....
hey..we all have them..right!
324 · Jan 2017
shadowfall
betterdays Jan 2017
cool air caresses my
too warm body as
I stand at the
window

watching the play of
moonlight on
seawater

fruitbats and boobooks call
across the valley
out, foraging in the
night light I see them
sweep across the sky
shapes dark and sinister
against the dusting of star glitter

behind me man and cat curl
into tighter *****, seperated by
doona  mountains

I stand letting the breeze cool
my skin, and await the
next shadows rise and fall
upon the deepening darkness
of  the summer sky
323 · Nov 2014
new order#3
betterdays Nov 2014
finding one's soul

is to light the candle's flame

so the path can be seen
323 · Jan 2018
the irregular
betterdays Jan 2018
the irregular rhythm
of the wood windchimes
lulls me into a sort of sleep
one where dreams are based
on worried realities yet
magnified in a daliesque manner
all bent out of shape and pooling
at my feet, in garish coloured mists
whist in the background something whispers
"tis the gloaming upon us resist, resist!"

and the chorus line of purring cats
play with prawnheads and green tree frogs

i feel myself drowning in these mists, that
smell like fresh baked chocolate cake
and i try to care,
but sleep overcomes me
and the dreams slipside away
until  i awaken
in the cooler part of the day
and recall with haziness
the heat of earlier
and the swirl of the dreams .

the cat sits, staring at me, purring,
at its feet a toy mouse,
and i smell chocolate cake,
being baked by son and husband...
all apparently  is normal
with the exception of
the irregular rhythm
of the wood windchime.
323 · Mar 2014
dreaming
betterdays Mar 2014
the caterpillar
dreams of technicolour wings
while eating his greens
hiaku #21
321 · Nov 2014
new order#4
betterdays Nov 2014
walk slowly the path

so as, not to miss one step

of enlightenment
320 · Jan 14
Bad neighbors
betterdays Jan 14
Koala In tree
Sonorously sleeping now
Tonight theyparty
At the moment we ha have small group of koalas  in the tall trees across the road' during the days ***** of chewing or sleeping fluff...at night there is ***..loud expressive ***.. but hey the babies they make are  just too cute too cate
319 · Sep 2017
bagellove
betterdays Sep 2017
perch on stools
too high for short legs
elbows resting askew on
sawn wood table top

the smell of dill pickles
pefumong the air
we wait for the bagels
to arrive......

heaped with pastrami and onion jam
crumbling half melted sharp cheddar
dill pickles sliced acroos the top
a mountain of foodlove
on an old china plate

old time root beer floats
and a mound of serviettes
let the **** begin....
as we snarf and scoff
our way down to china

don't forget to buy
some bagels for breakfast either
new bagelery in town...we have found heaven on earth.....
319 · Feb 2018
three firsts
betterdays Feb 2018
little trout upon my plate
bet your wishing that fly you ate
was not attached to fishing line

little trout in my mouth
like a bird you should've flown south
but now you are destined for my mouth

little trout in my tummy
you are so incredibly yummy


little trout I thank you
for feeding me and my crew
1. First catch of trout by the goldenboy
2. First meal of trout eaten by the goldenboy
3.First "published" poem by the golden boy
Please, please be kind the golden boy, my son, is nine....and very proud of all this...
319 · Nov 2014
new order#1
betterdays Nov 2014
brevity must rule

bring thoughts, into sharp focus

EXERCISE RESTRAINT
318 · Feb 2018
the study of condensation
betterdays Feb 2018
again the rain
this time soft gentle
soothing mist,
that makes
trembling pools
of opal
while clouds above
drift and collide
like faded bumpercars
all movement but
little co-ordination

the tuxedo kit sit on windowsill
enamoured of the sliding
drops of condensation,
his head follows
up down then up,
he reminds me of a yo-yo
318 · May 2017
Stand with Manchester
betterdays May 2017
Manchester weeping
inconceivable losses
for a madman's game
my heart goes out to those grieving...such potential lost
such a hard loss....we weep also
318 · Apr 2014
one person
betterdays Apr 2014
these days i know of only one person who can...

diminish my
accomplishments
cutting me to the heart
with caustic compliments

who can stop me in my tracks with the insular bitterness that belches forth

who can cause me to revert to that young teenage girl with a backpack of bundled insecurities carried close to her heart

who can make the smallest joy a guilt-ridden pleasure

who can make my home with it's welcoming clutter feel like a battlefield after a hurricane

who can make my happiness appear to be a fleeting flash in the pan

who can dispute my intelligence as smoke and mirrors

who can **** the bright from my day & the joy from my life
blithely oblivious to it all

and the dumb thing in all of this is...........

i invited her to stay in my home while we build a granny flat for her in our back yard.
i do love my mother
dearly
but our relationship has
always been fraught with
difficulties.
318 · Aug 2014
and then,
betterdays Aug 2014
to my way of thinking,
we are all poets.
even, if it is...
just for the briefest
moments, of time,
when the words allign
perfectly..and then,

poetic nirvana,
               the release of ,
                   the mudane mind.
317 · May 2014
what to do, with me.
betterdays May 2014
i am alone today
ben has taken lazlo
fishing... not so much
as to catch anything
but to be away
from the crowds
of condolence
and to be quiet..
within one self.

i suppose i could look up
old friends......
or shop.....take in a movie
or buy a book .......
and read it cover to cover

but the reality is i am a mother.... so this day....
....stolen from the world...is
to be spent.. in the luxury of
                  sleep

             good night all
317 · Jul 2018
buzzzy....
betterdays Jul 2018
consider the bee
industrious
in manner

one wonders
if it ever crosses
their minds

to take a day off
curl up with a friend
and natter the day away
317 · Jul 2014
soundbyte
betterdays Jul 2014
my destiny,
is suffering from,
looking....into my history.

my life...
a time warp,
gone all,wrong.

i was meant
for happiness.
not this feeling
...of being out of place.
this is just wrong!!!!

i watch with,
sadness and much fear,
the young man,
unravelling,
so very publicly,
over in the corner,
proclaim, this mantra.
all the while waving,
around, erratically,
the steel barrel.
of his new best friend....
the loaded gun.

i was never loved,
never strong,
all was an afterthought,
i don't belong...

i tried so many times
and failed....

and failed so many times
to try...

see even now, i fail to die...

or even ****.

i want,
a better destiny
than this
than standing,
demanding
my hurt be heard...

hoping i will be missed.
i know i won't...no one cares

i will be,
just one more soundbyte,
on tonites news...
and that is only if i ****
all of you....

then the history,
of my suffering.
will be blamed
for my destiny....

as you all,
try to figure out
where it all... went wrong.
writing prompt...3words;
suffering, destiny,history.
thanks to d4mn3dp03t
316 · Mar 2017
delicious
betterdays Mar 2017
acidic
tomatoes
sunshine's fruit
sliced thinly
on crusty
olive bread
bursting now
on my tongue
simply
taking me
to heaven
simple three syllable poem...each line three syllables (australian)...the last of the summer crop of tomatoes....so sweetly acidic...gave rise to this brief ode
316 · May 2014
thanks, old girl.
betterdays May 2014
goodnight
old girl
goodnight, to you,
you
quiet house,
you
blessed home.

are you glad to see
another day done?
within yourself, your hidden recessed places,

are you sighing in relief  as we settle safe in our beds.

your present loves,
all accounted for,
sleeping within your
teak and nail embrace.
or do you prefer,

the drumming of our feet, the hum of activity,
of when we are awake,
and bustling and bumping, about your frame?

or is it best,
when we leave you,
silent and alone
to contemplate,
in the sun and wind
on a work day?

my lord, the secrets
you must keep, the lifes,
that you have held close behind these old walls.

you must groan and cry,        
with the weight of some memories,
yet, others cause
you to smile and sigh
in near-miss relief.

you have stood strong
and sturdy, for almost
one hundred years,
in one form or another,
your girth has expanded, with the growth of family, from farmer's cottage,
to three bed, with study
and nannexe, out the back. you have been all but knocked down, rebuilt, reworked and restored,
to former glory.

you have withstood,
the element's rage
and time's insipid attempts, to shift you,
from your place,
upon the cliffshead.
you have, and do,
do well, to hold us
all within.

and now, just,
before i sleep,
i want to thank you
old girl, for the way,
you keep us, warm,
protected and together.
glad to be back in the old  homestead.... even as she cracks and creaks, complaining about the cold
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