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 Dec 2012 bethiem
Alex J
I loved
 Dec 2012 bethiem
Alex J
I loved
   Everything about you

From the way you brushed your hair
    to the way you would stare.

The way we kissed
all the way to your hiss.

Even you'r blink of an eye
Could get me to fly

I miss you.
 Dec 2012 bethiem
Alex J
And you, My darling.
Cut deeper than any knife I own.

The things you laughed at.
The things I did.

Never a Lie,
                     but Never believe.
                                                        ­                          Doing Everything I can
"I love you" more than.
                Every ******* hair on this body.
                Every eyelash fallen.
                Every kiss, Ever kissed.
                                                         ­                         
               What is the definition of love
I tried.                                                           ­            Harder than anything.
To make you feel special.
To make you believe, you were it.

I was done searching.

But afraid, you
         R  a  n.
 Dec 2012 bethiem
Alex J
End it
 Dec 2012 bethiem
Alex J
Do me a favor
and slit my throat.

Cut my heart out like an Aztec priest
You can keep it
I probably won't need it.

Hold it. Cold,
It used to beat for you

But now....

After stealing my heart
and torturing my soul

I find it's easier to give
when you have no reason to live
 Dec 2012 bethiem
Alex J
That look.
 Dec 2012 bethiem
Alex J
Through your eyes. I could save the world.
Leap across tall buildings and catch crashing planes.

But that look, Empty?
                                    Contemptibly?
Cuts deep,
                  and stops me dead in my tracks.
I was helpless.

A smile to die for,
                              I'd die to see one last time.
 Dec 2012 bethiem
Alex J
Glass Eggs
 Dec 2012 bethiem
Alex J
I put all my eggs in one basked.
          G l a s s   E g g s

And they were taken,
                 one by one
and broken.

That cold hard wall you put up
to keep from getting hurt.
that old broken glass.


And that one last egg I was left.
Fell off.
 
Broken glass. Crush it fine enough,
                          And it looks Almost like glitter.

            I hope you like it.
because in the end,
                                 Its all you'l ever get.
 Dec 2012 bethiem
Alex J
Broken
 Dec 2012 bethiem
Alex J
Everything that I was,
Is gone.

Blissfully Ignorant.
Ignorantly happy
              Blindly so.

My life was perfect and I saw nothing wrong.
              Blindly so.

Your version of reality, Your Perfect world.
              Lacking me,
                                    The reality, A MUST.
Must fix. Exchange me for
              Lacking.

Don't lie to me. You were never hurt.
No real tears. No real pain. Just a change.

Your transition was of the changing leaves.
Its color was all that changed.
                                                        ­ My color disgusted.
You needed something new.
Mine was bitter.
                                         My Tree, Old and weathered,
But roots, never deep enough.
Eroded, I fell.

               so you traded for a sapling.
               grass roots, Illusions of happiness.

One day, darling. One day you will see.
Slashing through the forest of hearts,
        Only leaves you with ashes of the.
 Dec 2012 bethiem
Alex J
I can't stop thinking about it.
Everything that I did keeps replaying
(Insert generic text here)

I know everyone feels it, I just with I had someone
      to relate to.
someone whos felt the pain iv felt,
           but it isn't her.
           I really cant even say that,
Its probably just a lie. That's probably why
she never really opened up.

The lies on her tongue stayed quiet.
They filled and swelled to breaking.
and the first one to flow off the tongue was
                                                      I'm not in love.
 Dec 2012 bethiem
Alex J
Days
 Dec 2012 bethiem
Alex J
Every day I wake up. Sun shines through the blinds,
down on me, Hopes and dreams live again.
Somewhere here, it must be. Somewhere I can find,
life. As the day goes on the dreams fade
and all I uncover is grey. The words on me ears,
"Keep Going". Gets me to the next stop.
The bus plows though snow and I fear,

In front of it is the best place to be.
I was thinking of you last night
your picture was vivid in my mind
toned body laying on me
hips grinding powerfully into mine
your lips, lovingly soft against mine
your strong thighs spreading mine
your deep voice in my ear
a harmony so sweet
your teeth bitin into
my succulent breast
by the way- you left a mark
the way your nails dug into my soft ***
how you stretched my walls
and your constant throbbing
reset the beat of my heart
the unision of your tongue
darting in my mouth and your last ******
the euphoria that spread
through my body
as you coated my walls
it was real until
I opened my eyes
and didn't have yours
to look into
I need you to want me
like I want you
to dig your nails into
my derriere as you
pull me closer to you
****** into me like you own me
oh how I love being submissive to you
this lust has me in a whirlwind
make me melt how you treat my neck
like an oyster, *******, licking, nibbling, biting
biting my lip making my head spin
the way your mouth is on my mountain peaks
is extreme pleasure bordering on pain
you don’t have to touch me
feeling your hot breath on the mouth to my river
makes me twitch and throb
at the thought of your moist tongue
running up and down me
you must want me to beg you ‘cause
I know you want me.
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