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Bethany Duvall Oct 2014
I miss the touch and caress of two hands interlocked molding two souls together. I miss the touch of my lips again another's. I think that is what i miss most. I want to feel the emotion between someones teeth and tongue. I want someone to hold and love with all my being.
who really knows
  Oct 2014 Bethany Duvall
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She paints smiles on people's faces
But she can't paint one for herself

Day by day, she tries
Everyday, she fails


Until she came up with an idea
of painting her last canvas
She wants it to be memorable
and so she did it

Not with a brush, but with a razor
Not on a paper, but on her wrist
And the colors were not pastels
nor watercolors, but it was red.
It was blood.
And it spilled
Til it was too much.


True enough, her masterpiece
was remembered
It was seen as a symbol of sin by some,
some say it's simply tragic
some try to understand
--and for her that's art--
Something that tells a story
sad and beautiful at the same time

*The painter wanted to be a masterpiece
And so
she became one
Bethany Duvall Oct 2014
Loner: Eats lunch at a table set for many when it is only her doom and gloom accompanying her. She doesn't know how to reach out for a hand, to pull her from the depths of a dark sea. Slumped shoulders and eyes that long ago lost their shine.
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Bethany Duvall Oct 2014
Popular: Perfect face and clinched in waist. Barbie is her role model because her heart is hollow. Her genuine smile brethes out her defeats. Pain. Pain is what she feels hanging around her "friends" on saterday nights. Grades are slipping and parents are dipping out on vacation every weekend. She throws keggers to spice up the empty home.
Bethany Duvall Oct 2014
Angsty: Shredded jeans and eyes with wings; red rimmed eyes looking down on blood covered thighs. She's ran away too many times to count. She's lost inside a house of barely scrapping by and a mother that spends her nights flying high. It takes her hours to scrub away the make up on her face; it will take forever to scrub away the past that haunts her.
Bethany Duvall Oct 2014
The hate i feel when you speak down upon me plants itself in my brain as well as my heart. What has gone wrong to hear a young girl state with all confidence she can muster that she would rather have a brother instead of a father walk her into a new life with her dear love. You are a souless man that i hope with all my will to have you spend your golden hour as lonely as you have made me feel. How dare someone comment about the mass of a young body. A body you have no control over. But that is just the problem. You are bipolar or is it that you wish to people a master whipping your women and children into shape. The shape you molded from your own twisted mind. Oh Father of mine. You are no Father of mine.
ranting and raving this is not poetry at all
Bethany Duvall Oct 2014
She was never called beautiful. She never drew eyes behind her as she walked through the hallways. She never got lopsided grins from the boy across the room.
    
     She was always silent through her pain. She was always wishing to find a pair of eyes on her frame as she looked behind her. She was always peeking across the room to the boy with pearly whites and tantalizing eyes.
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