I am blank and I am emptiness I wonder how long I’ll remain this way I hear the wind pass me by everyday I see people walk around me I want to be noticed, I need color I am blank
I pretend to have color I feel like I’ll be plain forever I touch the sky to try to steal its meaning I worry that I might actually take it away I cry when I realize that I’ll never be the colors everyone wants I am blank
I understand the impossibility of it all I say that I’ll find ink I dream about the day when color flows I try to reach towards that feeling I hope that one day, I’ll be able to join the sky I am blank
I hate mirrors, because they never show me. Every time I look, there's a stranger, sometimes with scars, other times with red eyes. He changes his hair, but his eyes always, are so foreign, that he's not from here, and I don't know him, or what he's like.
Then everything I cause to happen will stop Then the sadness with stop Then the pain on others will stop Then itll be like I was never there, the worry will stop
I'll be forgotten in time. No matter how hard I try, I'll be a wasted life. So this is my goodbye. Wake me when I have no need to cry. Cause I'm too tired to try I am a wasted life So this is my goodbye
I tried stepping into your shoes, and seeing how you might feel... I don't mean to be harsh, these are song lyrics but I hope I atleast somewhat understand where you stand...