let me give you a kiss
I can't  miss a day with you
us two equals something  true

let me give you a kiss
hey miss your beauty  is outstanding
I want  to love  you please no misunderstanding

Stare into my eyes and see the hell i hide behind
Some people say i changed and its harder to relate to me
Good our relationship was make believe
I want life to change but i dont know if it can for a machine ,man whatever the **** i am

Sorry to interrupt
Let me'be the first to say life is corrupt
I fall back into bad habits i tried to be happy
But everyone was mad 'killed my mood
Dude i wake up in the night not wanting to live !
I've said before i got so much to give
Noone listens noone cares
I just stare into the black abyss where my heart was

Im drowning in my own tears
One of.my fears is coming true
Im alone im alone
I wish death was.closer
Im wasting my breathe
I feel Defeat i cant sleep
This **** is deep stressed and depressed thats my life
Loneliness just make that my wife

What im trying to have is something special girl
Lets make an empire own the world
Im inspired by that fire in your eyes
You got potential and you're my essential to live
You don't worry about What i got to give
I got plenty of warm hugs and kisses
But my plan is for you & i to be together happy

Ive been depressed in a miserable state
Im trying to choose my own fate with weight on my back
Stack stack stack till i crack break my back
Get plenty of looks an  yes im shook
Lifes getting hard im to real not a big deal
Im expressing how i feel hoping that my cuts heal
Living life long filled with love ive been insanely obsessed with my dreams
What is god trying to tell me time temperature ties
Where does my Destiny lye
Im praying facing my head to the sky when i die
Where will i go

Beware of smiling faces that are good with you now
Later you here pow take the knife out your back
Bad stuff happens things change you dont know how to act
Extract my thoughts about you
Now.there all not true i see how you are

As i grow older my heart does not get colder or weaker
I make sure i have time to just think
My mind is not filled with ***** dishes like a sink but it's not clean
I mean i make mistakes but i do not fake what i feel
When im beside the girl i like it feels like my heart heals
From the pain and loneliness left from past flames
I dont like playing games or mental gymnastics
So when im with you i do not doubt you i run diagnostics

I prefer to feel every emotion
Sad happy mad and more
Im not sure when death will come knocking on my front door
My heart drops to the floor everytime i think of love
Too the girl i want to hug i feel i always bug
A tug of war with pride and my own life
Am i winning ?
WHy do my thoughts keep spinning

The next 4 hours of my life are the most tiring
It's inspiring me to get a better job
I enjoy my days off with a little corn on the cob
People say it's easy but they don't even know
I'm wondering why time goes so slooowwww

You girl are an exotic flower
Your beauty posses mystical power
I want to hold you in my arms and never let go
Let me know youll never change
No matter the range of the weathers
Wether its with me or someone else
I pray you stay in good health
Dont let no one hold you to tight and wound you
Youll make it to see a sunny day and vroom through

I spray paint on the wall
Write on bathrom stalls
Its alot of trouble for a teen
But everywhere i go im a star of the scene  never get much attention dealing with a school suspension tension and stressing having a heart is a blessing seeing my art to